I was really excited to start 6th grade, beginning of middle school, something new.
What I didn't know what that a lot of problems where coming my way and my mother told me about, it and that they where gonna happen.
It all started when I just got into English Language Arts Honor's class, a girl named Robjanaye started talking to me, and we became very close friends.
I had a crush on this guy named Tre'von Lewis, he had the most gourges eyes ever, soon enough we started dating, and this is where the problems orrcured.
I went to 3rd hour which was Science, Social Studies. This boy named Jayvon was saying that I was ugly and that he didn't like me and he would always tease me about my teeth.
In march we started being friends, He inboxd me on facebook and asked me for my number, and yeah I kinda liked him so, I gave it to him, I got braces about 5 weeks after it died down.
In april me and this boy named Khalid started dating, our relationship started when we were forced to sit next to each other in science class, and he always would say the nastiest things, and told me I was obsessed with myself, because I cared about how I looked.
My friend Jekaia started dating this guy named Marian my 4th grade ex boyfriend, While my mom and dad where are work Khalid and Marian and Jekaia came over. And we hanged out, Marian and Jekaia went in my bedroom and me and Khalid stayed on the couch, he was a guy I truly cared about someone I grew feelings for, someone I didn't wanna leave, Except... 3 weeks later we broke up, and he started hating me, and we never talked again.
The very first day of school Emily, and Capri and me became friends, everyday after school we hang out, except during school in december on winter brake, Capri moved to texas to be with her mom, and Me and Emily just fell apart.
During the Summer me and Jayvon became closer, and on my birthday he asked me to be his girlfriend. I told him yeah, cause i've always had a crush on him ever since the 5th week before 6th grade was over.
I did something I regret I ever did with him, and that was I sent him a naked picture, but I only did it because I liked him, I really wanted to be his friend or hang with him and hope he liked me. He wouold call me every night and make me stay up all night with him on the phone, and I just don't remeber what it was but I told him "It's OVER" and from then he just started hating me even more. But before that this girl named Leance had go into and arguement, Jayvon made a picture of me and Robjanaye and claimed it wasn't a V.S picture but it was writeen really small, and people where saying Robjanaye looked better then me (Lie) Then my friends started saying I looked better then her, Then I ended up being in a V.S picture up against everyone, ncluding my friends, I had to go to school and face everything they called me online, Slut, whore, hoe, bitch, every name they could think of, I cryed every night and leance wanted to fight me, she said she wanted to do it monday, well monday came she didn't come to school, I realized then I needed to start thinkg about my actions, Something I never did, See cause everybody liked me.
Summer came, And my cousins and me got into a fight they were calling my friend fat saying I was fat all because they brought ants into my room and they were everywhere me and Taylor (my cousin) haven't been the same since I still hate her and I always will.
I realized NOBODY liked me anymore I was officaly hated by everyone, I tryed to kill myself about 10 times, fail, I thought about how many people would miss me. My birthday was comming up, All of a sudden my phone vibrates.
It was Jayvon, he texted me "hey".
So ofcourse I was nice and texted back "hey"
He told me happy birthday earlier that day, and then just now the shocking question that I never ever EVER thought he would ask me appeared on my phone.
"Would you go out with me?"
I really was excited so I just said yes of course, only because I liked him.
Later on while me and my bestfriend Kayla who's been my friend since kindergarden, were laying on my bed he called me, ofcourse my friend kayla dosen't like him, but he calls me and she tells me to awnser it, so I do.
Jashawn, which is his cousin, didn't like me. We started off on the wrong foot all because I was trying to take up for my suppose to be friend Haylee Lutrell, Really fast let me tell you about Haylee, she may seem like a nice pretty girl whos rich and obsessed with getting everything she wants, that's just her everyday halloween custome, if you really become friends with her you'll see that she's really a bitch, she's crazy over boys, I mean obsessed with them! She went through the entire Jefferson Middle School in 2 quarters of school. So she ran out of boys to date here so she went over to Franklin Middle school and Long Distance Relationships. She's totattly obesessed with her boobies, she thinks every guy wants her, and trust me if you're not friends with her you're ugly and she thinks she's so much better then you. I learned the hard way because at the end of the school year she told me she didn't get her peirod this month, and that she might be pregnant, I was shocked. But later on about 3 days later she was mad at me, because I cut her off while she was talking, now let me set something straight, you would get tired of sitting at a lunch table with the same girl every day who only talks about her self and what her relationships go through and why she left this guy for that one.
The girl got a new boyfriend every 3 days, it's like she went shopping for them, and she's not even pretty, I always thought she paid them to go out with her cause if I had to date her I put a paper bag over her face, to be honest I rather date a trash can.
Back to what I was expaining she didn't have a phone so we were in avid class and she texted him asking if he was cheating on her on my phone, because thats what this girl named Fatima told her, oh let me tell you about Fatima too.
Fatima Cruz, Dosen't she just sound so innocet? Lie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fatima is a follower she cries for friends, she wants and wishes for everyone to be her friend she pleades and begs for friends but to be honest nobody likes her! Shes always braking up peoples relationships and being in evryones buisness, Shes well a barbie doll like haylee PURE COLD HARD SHINY PLASTIC!
They always go out with each others ex boyfriends. It's like they take each others seconds. Last time I checked bestfriends weren't suppose to date their friends ex boyfriends, but I guess thats just something they couldn't get through their minds, but I can't talk because my friends dated all of our exs, but we always asked if they still had feelings for them before we went out with them.
So if you have anyproblems like that in 6th grade please remember.
1. Be you're self (let people like you!!)
2. Don't listen to what people say.
3. Becareful who you hang around.
4. Becareful with social media websites. (Facebook, Instagram, Etc.)
