My loving Kidnapper

Chapter 1

I sat on my bedroom floor with the doors of my wardrobes flung open in front of me. Now for a girl who was in some ways 'well off' I never seemed to have enough clothes, or really, clothes I haven't seemed to wear recently, me being terrified someone will say something. Tonight my local park was holding a fun fair day, which continued late too. Now I'm sixteen, my parents have trusted and allowed me to attend until late, which would obviously be different for me.

It was creeping up to 3pm, the time I was meant to be meeting my friends outside the park gates and I was still sitting on my carpet deciding what to wear. Now, I don't know about you but if I have no idea what to wear I flick through my magazines to be inspired but a celeb, but of course I don't have their clothes or body, so I just waste time wishing on what I don't have. For a sixteen year old I was very short, mind you I always was, I'm 5ft 2 and I'm looking up to the people 3 years younger than me-no lie. I'm a size 8, but I still have wobbly thighs and stomach, which makes me self conscious, also my lack of having a bum is pretty shit as every boy out there suddenly has a bum craze. I won't lie to you but my best asset would be my boobs, I do have big boobs, I guess we all have a best bit-right?

Well I never caught boys attention and if I did it wasn't for my freckled baby face that's for damn sure. So I thought seeing as it seemed to be sunny, I'd make most of it and decided to pull on a strapped crop top, a floaty skirt and little pumps. I felt pretty but god damn I knew I didn't look it! I finally met up with my friends, they seemed to be more than I thought and they were all equally pissed I was half an hour late, I couldn't help it though!

They were all my friends but my best friends were Sam, Jess, Laura, Georgina and Luke. Luke was secretly my bestest, he understands me more than anyone- I really think he was made to be my soul mate and I really do love him. I have deep feelings for Luke, feelings I think that should never surface because I know he doesn't like me and I can't bare ruining the friendship we have now. I greeted them all with a hug and we head of into the park.