19th December -
I laid facing you . Watching you sleep . The gap through my blinds projected a ray of sunlight which lit up your resting face. I don't think ,until that very moment, did I realise how truly beautiful you are. I loved everything about you. I thanked god for you. My blessing .
I ran my hands through you messed up dark hair.
I remember thinking"this is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with" .But I knew if i stayed I would be entering a world I could never leave. If I stayed I could never go back. I could never ever stop loving you. I was so afraid because I didn't know what was to come. It took me a while to realise , I can't control everything and everyone . No matter how much I wished I could . So I stayed. I ignored my instinct ... And I fell head over heels for you . So far .
Since the day you left me. No explanation. No note . No nothing . I've been drowning .I cannot physically pull myself out if this pain ,to carry in with my life .Where are you jordan ? I need you.
-E xo
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Romancehe said" I just want someone true" he said "i just want someone to smoke with me babe..." "Lay with me babe" "laugh with me babe" "I just want the simple things.."
