Maybe

Chapter 1

Bella's POV

"No feelings right?" His blue eyes searched mine as his warm lips moved against mine. I simply nodded, too overcome with lust to say anything. His hands pulled my shirt off as he hovered over me. I unbuttoned his jeans as his lips sucked on my neck. I moaned as he nibbled and kissed my neck down to my chest. I pulled his jeans and boxers down, bucking my hips against his. Louis put a hand on my waist and pushed me down, "patience," he smirked. I groaned as his large hands cupped my breasts.

"Such a tease," I mumbled, receiving a smirk from Louis. His left hand moved down to the hem of my shorts as his mouth sucked and bit my nipple. I moaned loudly and helped unbutton my shorts, tired of waiting any longer. My shorts and panties were thrown to the ground, in a matter of seconds he was inside me.

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I looked over at Louis who was staring at the ceiling. "That was amazing," I muttered, breathing heavily.

"You're amazing," I smiled, unsure if the feeling inside was lust or love.

"I think I-" I was cut off as the door slammed closed. I looked over at the door and my face fell. It was Liam. He didn't say anything, just stood there watching his "lover" and "best mate" lay on his couch.

"Hey Li!" Louis smirked, I frowned. Maybe there wasn't a bond between us, he's cocky, no signs of sympathy for Liam and I. Then again I let him use me, why should he feel bad? It's my fault.

"Liam I'm sorry!" I got up and pulled clothes on quickly as he walked upstairs.

"Just go Bella" he slammed his bedroom door. I almost went, but then again where was I going? I have no home, I could go to Louis; but he doesn't love me? Why should he? I suppose he might just let me stay so he could have a nice shag whenever he wanted. I shook my head and banged on the door.

"Liam I'm sorry! It didn't mean anything!" Banging louder as tears began to stream down my face.

"Take your things and leave," Liam opened the door, eyes all red and puffy. I felt like a monster, he was nothing but kind to me and I stabbed him in the heart. The least I could do was get out of his life.

"I'm sorry" my voiced cracked as I walked into what was once our bedroom. I packed my bag and went downstairs. Louis was dressed and standing by the door. "Can I stay with you tonight?" I mumbled, looking down at my feet. I was too ashamed to see either of their faces. I'm not sure why I couldn't look at Louis. I wasn't mad at him, and he wasn't the one I hurt but he was the asshole I gave my body away to. That's what he was known as, the band's asshole. I was stupid enough to be with him.

Louis nodded and took my hand then led me to the car. I got in and stared out the window. I didn't notice he was talking until I found a hand on my thigh. "Bells?" I looked over at the call of my name.

"Hmm?" I watched his eyes, so focused on the road; until he glanced at me. He had the nicest eyes; they were perfect, no other way to describe them.

"I was asking if you'd be my date to the wedding?" I totally forgot about the wedding, in less than 48 hours Niall and Louis' sister would be married.

"Sure," I stated and looked back out the window. Then it hit me. Why would he ask me to be his date if he doesn't have feelings? Could this bond be something more? Maybe, just maybe that bond I felt was something much more. But then again he just needed a date because of his large ego. He pulled into the driveway and I got out then followed him inside. His house reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. I scrunched my nose up and followed him upstairs.

"There's only one bedroom but if you're not comfortable I'll sleep on the couch" I shrugged and sat on the bed.

"I don't care," I lay down and faced the wall, suddenly feeling strong arms around me.

"Night, beautiful" he whispered against the back of my neck. A smile grew on my face as I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

Just maybe there might be something there. Maybe.