The Girl

The love

I loved him.
I loved him so much.
Now I don't know why he did it but its ok because I still love him. Whenever I saw him or tried to talk to him he wouldn't notice me but I know I love him. His name is James. James Everdeen. What a handsome name for a handsome boy. I have loved him for so long. So long that I know where he lives. I know what his bed room is his.
I have wanted to do it for so long too afraid someone might catch me but I am not afraid anymore. Tonight!
Tonights the night. I know it.
I thought. I snuck out of my bedroom without a sound. I walked down the road mentally picturing where he lived in my mind. I got onto his front lawn getting a rush of adrenaline. I saw the latter peeping out of the cracked door.
Perfect.
I dragged the red chipping latter to the side of the house where his window was. Gently getting it steady and laying it against the house waiting a while before moving again. Afraid he might be awake. Slowly I climbed up the latter. I could hear each clank of my boot as I climbed. With each I got more excited.
Finally I go to the window peering inside. I saw him sleeping with a little night light. It shone on his flawless face. The way his breaths were so delicate coaxed me into trying to get his window open.
I succeeded.
If only he wasn't so attractive.
I jostled with the window to open it all the way not knowing he was already out of his bed.
"Who are you?!" He yelled in fright.
I tried to respond I really did. But he pushed the latter off of his windowsill.
It was like slow motion falling and falling. I knew what was coming. I felt a sharp pain on the side of my head then it was over.
I knew what had happened I was dead.
I could hear him. I could hear his parents. I could hear the panic.
My funeral was a week later. He came to it. He tried to talk to me. He went up to my casket. The words rang through my head every day. The only thing he has ever said to me.
"Im sorry. Im sorry you're dead. Im sorry I killed you. Listen, I know you can't answer me but... Who are you?"