I wish to climb higher
than any man can escalate.
I wish to inspire
that anxious, trembling child to open many gates.
I wish to strive
down the long path of achievement and victory.
I wish to dive
right into the opposite side of treachery.
I wish to encourage
those who have not found the chance to meet destiny or fate.
I wish to have the advantage
to love and be affectionate.
I wish to dream
again of happy smiles and sunny days.
I wish to lean
on your back thinking that our lives will stay the same.
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I wish to give
my dear parents a bouquet of flowers.
I wish to live
again and spend time with them for many hours.
I wish to apologize
to my family and to that man who ran me over.
I wish to reflect
for much longer.
I wish to hear my father's voice
again, and listen to him scold me.
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I was reckless,
and so I was killed.
I see myself on that hospital bed, covered in a bloody mess.
Next to me was my frail mother who shrilled.
And next to her was my father who cried.
It was weird looking at them from the other side.
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I wish to say goodbye
but it is beyond impossible.
I wish to say 'I love you,"
once more.
I wish to never tarnish
and live with you for over a century.
But right now is my time to vanish. . .
I'm so sorry.
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