The nerd and her bully

The feels are real?

I looked at the clock once again fuck!! It's 12 and I still need to get my brain functioning. Do I like him? But he's made my life hell...though he did apologise and from then on he's been amazing!!!...err I mean okay I guess. But that kiss that's made me more confused then ever. There were sparks and it felt amazing, I guess I do like him. He is fit as fuck and his hair is just perfect I want to run my fingers through them and his eyes...okay I might not like him but possibly love him. I should give up though he's only gonna bully me tomorrow for his 'rep' he's a jerk!!!...a very handsome jerk.
I was brought out of my thoughts when the doorbell rang.
"Hi Harley" omg he still sweaty.
"H-hi" I let him in, this might get awkward. "Do you wanna use my shower? You kinda stink" but I don't care...stop Harley.
"Thanks"

Time skip brought to you by honey Senpai's strawberry cake.

Ryan's pov
Deep breathe Ryan you can do this you just need to tell you that you love her and pray the God that she loves you back.
I put on my clothes and went back down stairs to where Harley was, she looked so cute but she looked like she was thinking about something. Maybe I should go all seeping Britt on her and kiss her to bring her back to reality (It's a similar situation okay?) I sat in front her her and gave her a quick peck on the lips, she instinctively blushed.
"Aww you look cute like that."
"Shut up...what did you wanna talk about?"
Okay Ryan this is your chance tell her.
"I-Iloveyou" great Ryan you said that so fast I don't think she knows what I said.
"I love you too" she had her head down and was as red as a tomato.
"Really?" She nodded. Omg she loves me back!!! This is amazing!!
"Does this mean you won't bully me at school" now there's the problem, I don't want to I hate to see her get hurt especially by me but my rep.

Harley's pov
"That's a little difficult now."
"What??? How the fuck is that difficult? You love me right? Then how could you beat me up tomorrow? Let me cry, run away and even cut!!! I thought you were nice but I see you put your fake friends and your rep first." By now I was sobbing into my hands couldn't look at him.
"Harley don't say that, I don't want to do any of that I love you I truly do, I will always put you first" liar.
"Liar!!!! If you care about me tomorrow morning wait for me like you usually do with your 'friends' and kiss me in front of all of them then I know you love me."
"But-"
"Now get out" obeying so he wouldn't get into more trouble with me he left.
As soon as the door closed I ran to my room and drank to forget about the pain and I cried into my pillow, I knew his rep would get in the way he's an athlete and I'm just a nerd who would want me?
To pick myself up and to get me sober I watched all the best animes I had where the girl always kicked the guys ass, and since my next photography assignment is pictures of emotion I got my camera out and zoomed in so that it was just a picture of a tear rolling down my damp face. It really helped as I was too distracted by editing the photo to even think about Ryan and his decision tomorrow.