Do you hear that? The little voice inside your head telling you you're invisible. Do you feel that? The cool steal of a sharp blade. Do you see that? Stark crimson flowing down your stomach. Always the stomach never the arms. Too easy to find the scars on arms and you don't want to be found, hidden by thick clothes and change in empty locker rooms. Easy. Normal. Your not looking for death, dieing from a cut is not the scene you picture your death as, just a release of sorts never too painful. The perfect distraction. You can't get too close because they don't understand. Understand the need, the addiction. It's overwhelming like the hardest of drugs, once you've started you can never stop. It's terrifying, like standing on the edge of a cliff, if you cut to deep you'll fall. People don't see the care and control you need to make the perfect cut not too deep of long just enough to draw blood and cause pain not to kill. It only lasts minutes but it's enough for tonight. Sleep now, school tomorrow, you'll need your rest. Don't worry this is our little secret but the ice is getting thinner below it...
So this is more a promo then a chapter, chapters have more plot but anyway if you wish me to continue fell free to tell me or vote or even become a fan :) xx
Slordy
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My Little Secret.
Подростковая литератураJennifer Dylan likes to keep her distance. After the death of her parents and the sucide of her older brother she was left to face the world alone. She wasn't ready for that yet... Too late.