A Girl And Her lost Pieces

Getting To know Alexis's Family

Well today just had to start out like this, My mom came and woke me up well she's not my real mom. My real mom died last year because of a gas leak at her her friends. that morning i remember it just so clear like it was yesterday. mymom was helping her friend who was more like family than a friend , but what happend was mymom wanted to smoke a cigerette and she had forgot that vanessa told that she couldnt smoke in the house because of the gas stove , well as soon as she lit the lighter the house blew up and hour later the police/fire department called my dad what had happend and that if he had any concern it wasnt an accident for him to call them immediatley . my dad broke down and when i say broke down i mean this man this human never cried over anything so this was bad when he cried , he came down stairs to see why mydad was screaming and cursing this cruel world . thats when he told me: 'your mom is gone she is no longer with us anymore '. i ran to my room and cried for hours everytime i thought about her i would feel something brake inside moreand more each time, later that night as i was able to quite crying i went and sat in my window seal . my dad came in my room and told me ' i loved your mother very much im sorry alexis ' i told him 'i loved her to and you dont have to feel sorry for me i dont need any pitty'. i thought i would never like anyone or love again , we were really close we told each other everything even though some of the stuff that women had to tell me i didnt want to know she sitill told me cause she wanted to have that kind of relationship with me were i could tell her anything . i never felt so lost .. so broken.. until she was gone . i kept thinking ishould have told her i thought vanessa was gong to tell her but it is my fault vanessa asked me to tell her and i forgot , its all my fault'.well anyways this morning my stepmom spilled her orange juice on me i swear she did it on purpose, so i went and took another shower and got out so i could get dressed , i put on my checkerd converse,a stripped black and white pierce the veil shirt and skinny jeans and walked ut of the door i said ' bye ' stephanie and dad and stephanie looked at me with a glare and my dad just smiled at me and waved bye. I got in the car and left for school and when i got to school i had a normal day in hell .