You refuse to say it to my face
That I can't have everything I want
But I can hear through the walls
And I can read between the lines.
So why when I bring it up
Do you cower behind your own words?
Why do you insist that you'd never
Muster up words of that liking
Words that stab me in secret
That hurt me so much
That have caused me so much pain
Because I feel like people being nice
Is just too much
You've put it in my head
That I don't deserve it
That I don't deserve
Human decency.
You say you love me
But everything you do contradicts that
I don't need the small things
Like coffee or donuts
If you can't treat me like the big things matter too
