Poison

The Nightmares

"I said quit fucking moving Red!" Jamal screamed while holding me down. I cried and tried to go to my happy place. I started to see flowers and the tomb stone of my dad King and pretended I was laying on his chest and he was rubbing my back telling me everything is gonna me okay. Then Jamal slapped me and brought me back to the hell I live in.
"Damn Red. Yo pussy better then yo mama's." I bit my lip and cried harder. I want to kill him so bad! He always comes in my room raping me and beating me. My mama don't even know her husband ain't shit. I want to tell her so bad but I like seeing her happy. Every since my daddy King was shot and killed my mama was never the same. Then Jamal punk ass came along. He had the money to support us the way my daddy did.
"Fuck Red!"
He thrust a little harder. I can't wait until his punk ass done. His nasty ass was sweating all on me and just enjoying himself. I cried thinking about my daddy rescuing me from the nightmares I lived day to day due to Jamal.
"Ughh!"
He stops and bends down the kiss me.
"Now go shower up. Daddy gone need ya again tonight."
I ran out my room and hopped in the shower. Jamal made me feel so nasty and sick.
The water started running on my face and through my hair. I was so fucking mad and disgusted with myself. I scrubbed my skin raw and hopped out the shower.I walked up to the mirror looking into my Brown skin smooth face.
"You gone get your revenge Red. Just be patient."