My hand was slipping from yours, while I tried holding it tight, I screamed NO and DON'T...People were pulling me back, while you stood showing your back to me...A bridge with a dim light, where I cried and shouted, I pushed the mens, begging them to let me go while they appeared to be merciless...I watched our hands detaching, I cried, I cried harder, I cried louder...And finally your hands got free from mine...I saw you walking away, while I screamed...I tried to free myself with all my strength, I escaped from them doing so...I ran faster, to search you, but you were gone, I turned back to see, but found nobody...I stood alone on the path to nowhere...
I felt myself sweating heavily, as I opened my eyes...Another nightmare, with no hint to find out what was wrong...I got up from my bed and walked towards the fridge to get some cold water...I drank some and spilled some on my face...I rested myself on an armchair, trying hard to figure out the dream...Why were people holding me? Why did nobody see my tears? Why not even the one who's hand I was trying to hold? Who was that guy I was crying for? I did not see his face, I could just recall him in a brown hoodie, showing his back to me, why did not he fight with people? Why did he leave me alone?...All the questions raised one after the other, giving me no answers...
HIM...It was Him...How could I forget him? The incomplete story in my life...And the people? who were they? yeah they were the ones who wanted me...The dream seemed very clear to me, I remember the time when I rejected everyone for him, but at last I was rejected by him and nobody accepted me...How could I forget the place 'nowhere'? When I was alone trying to fix myself...
I laughed after solving the puzzle, the dream did not haunt me anymore, in fact I smiled...After all it was his dream...and his dream is all I want...No matter how terrible it may be...
-me$hal-
