chapter 6 secrets

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Olivias pov
I woke up with my arm hurting like a bitch. The only reason why I didn't do it It's cause I was thinking about Connor.
Yes he left me but I can't do this to him.
He's been there for me threw thick and thin and it would kill him seeing his sister dead. But I am planning to die soon. Anyways I got out of bed and got changed into sweat pants and a tank top that says 'fuck you' and walked downstairs. On the way down Connor walked out of his room and said.

"Olivia why where you taking a bath in the middle of the night?" Connor asked calmly

"I wasn't feeling good" I lied

like why the fuck does it matter so much I'm not fucken important.

"okay." he said and walked back in his room.

I kept walking downstairs and saw a shirtless sam... in the fucken kitchen cooking. fucken shit why is he hot I think I'm falling for him fuck my life.

I walked in the kitchen and grabbed an AirZona i turned around to look at sam and man he's has a nice body.

"take a picture it'll last longer babe." sam said giving me a plate with eggs and bacon

"I'm sorry and I don't eat" i said kinda embarrassed

"why don't you eat" he asked

"I don't eat that much" I said

"Please eat" sam said getting a little sad knowing that i had depression.

"Sam I can't..." i said on the verge of crying

"oka- wait whats that" sam said point to my arms full of cuts.

"oh eh" I couldn't lie

"Olivia did you do that last night?" sam asked hurt

"did what?" kian said walking in and looked at me

"oh nothing" me and sam said

"okay.." kian said walking out

"our little secret ok sam" I said with tears in my eyes

Sam walked over to me and wrapped his hands around me and whispered "our secret" in my ear giving me chills

[ AYEEE I'm writing this before school fml I promise you'll find out what Olivia ruined in kians life next chapter okay? okay i love you guy i got to go byeee]
p.s the girl at the top is Olivia•

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