It seems that everything
I do just lead to you
From my tears to my scars
My blood leaks out to you
1 knife 2 knife 3 knife
Streaks cut into my skin
4 knife 5 knife 6 knife
Blood leaves me
7 knife 8 knife 9 knife
The hearts that I cut in my skin
Scars form from years of abuse against my heart
I bleed red and blue, my skin turns pale
My heart slows too tired to do what it needs to
Too tired to deal with my brain anymore
My body broken from lack of feeling
I cant take it anymore I need a relief
Blood leaves me in little streams
Tears rush down my face
Every cut a new beginning
Every cut a new story
Every cut a new life
10 knife 11 knife 12 knife
Dice, dice, dice
Cut, cut, cut
Blood to blood, body to body
Heart to heart and mind to mind
We are one you and I
Nothing can separate us
Not you, not me, not the blood that we bleed
Time stands still as I fade in and out
My heart beats loudly in my ears
Drowning out all other sounds
And I think to my self what a wonderful life
My Christmas present to you
Are bloodstains on the bathroom floor
And the memory that I tried for you
I tried to live a life that would only
Only happen when I'm with you.
Please Know that I will always be with you.