Monday 25th January 2016
Dear Diary,
Do you know when you're messing with someone and they always have a point where they 'crack'? Well, how do you know that they're getting to that point. My friend Rose has a friend whose a boy (not anyone mentioned in this story) and I used to joke around saying they went out and Bluebell used to join in. Rose used to find it funny but now she just yells and gets annoyed so I've stopped. The only problem was that we didn't know we were crossing the line because she would laugh with us when we joked about it but the other day she just lashed out and stopped talking to us, well me mainly and she got really pissed off.
The ting with Rose, and Bluebell for a matter of fact, is that they're fine playing jokes on other people and don't care if they get annoyed but will get absolutely pissed if someone does the same thing to them . I don't get why people do this, if you don't like it, don't do it to others, it's that simplle. Rose does the same thing to me but with Kyu, sometimes even with a fellow explorer in the year above me, aka Gorilla. Is this just a girl thing or does boys do this as well??? I don't know!
What I want to know is how to figure out is someone is close to getting extremely annoyed because then I can escape the bruises when they hit me. Rose and Bluebell are very violent at times.
Sometimes I play jokes on people and they get way too out of hand but they didn't do it to me before hand, I just think of playing a prank on them to see their reaction, everyone's done it, don't judge me. Basically, Rose and I started messaging song lyrics to Kyu and it got to the point where we pretended Rose had a boyfriend who was cheating on her with Bluebell. Weird, I know. Then we started to pretend I had a boyfriend, and you may think this of childish but we're weird, get over it :P. This kinda hurt Kyu because he wants to be more than friends but I keep saying no because of the whole depression thing and I just don't think I'm ready for all that again. He felt, I don't know, Betrayed? could I say because I kept saying I wasn't ready but then here I am with a boyfriend and it all got out of hand, badly. So I came clean but he had said something private to my friends because he was angry at me. Sort of in revenge I guess. Things were soon sorted out and everything was back to normal but I haven't tried the same thing again. I, well we, didn't realise it would hurt him in that way but when we did, we stopped. Kyu, if you're reading this, I apologize once again.
I find that some jokes in life just carry on forever, the cannot be stopped. For instance, me messaging random song lyrics to people and somehow fitting them into the conversation like a pro. Lol. They never realise. Sometimes I fit the whole song into the conversation, ti's kinda funny tbh. Now I've gone into text speak. Yay!
Am I the only one who does these sort of things or experiences them. I doubt it.
Btw, I've decided to start doing a quote of the day, or quote of the entry anyways. They may or may not match what I've wrote about but hey ho.
So....
QOTD: Courage isn't just a matter of not being frightened. It's being frightened and dong what you have to do anyway. - Jon Pertwee - Doctor Who ( The 3rd Doctor)
From Hannah x
