If You Knew the Truth

Grow Old With You

Chapter 27
( 2 months later )
Finns pov :
Its been 2 months since Rachel has been in a coma and I'm still waiting for her to wake up. I haven't been to the hospital since her accident it's just too hard . The only one who hasn't given up on her is Shelby. I know I'm a crappy boyfriend but seeing her like that is just too much for my heart to take . I was in glee club sitting in the back . Ever since Rachel got into her accident nothings been the same. Everything just seems meaningless and stupid. I barely sing anymore I mean whats the point .

"Okay guys so Regionals is coming up and since Rachel is in a coma we have to find a new member. " Mr.Shue said. Everyone had looked at him shocked .

"No we can't Rachel is the heart of this glee club." Quinn said.

"She's our voice." Kurt said .

"Hudson don't you have anything to say?" Santana asked me.

"No," I said, "Rachels probably not going to wake up guys just face it she's not." I said.

"How can you say that?" Kurt asked me.

"BECAUSE IT'S TRUE KURT!RACHELS GONE AND SHE'S NOT COMING BACK SO WE NEED TO JUST ALL SHUT UP ABOUT IT AND FOCUS ON REGIONALS!" I yelled furiously.

"Finn!" Mr.Shue said. I looked around and everyone looked at me like I had officially gone crazy. I stood there and then realizing what I did I stormed out and went to the hospital.

Rachels pov :
It's been two months since I landed into a medical induced coma well since my body has. My soul has just been going around the hospital as I wait to make a choice . I've had 6 surgeries to try and help my body heal. I don't know how much longer I can hold on two this . I don't know if I even want to wake up. All I know is that everyone else wants me too. How do you know when to wake up though? Do you just feel it or does God let you know when its time too? I mean what reason do I have to go back? I mean my dads are dead and Finn hasn't come back since that day the only person who has been here is Shelby but she doesn't care about me . I was sitting in the chair near my body looking at how pale I was , I had all these machine things hooked up on me . I got up and decided to walk around when I got to the front desk I saw him and by him I mean Finn.

"I'm looking for Rachel Berry." He said to the nurse.

"Are you family?" She asked him.

Of course he is you dumbass , I thought.

"Yes I'm her cousin." He said obviously lying.

"Go on in." She told him .

He walked past me and I followed him to my room . We both sat down and he grabbed my bodys hand well my hand and it was as if I could feel him .

"Hi there." He said, "I don't if you can hear me or not but I miss you Rachel. I miss you so much that it hurts. You need to wake up because I can't do this without you. Please, please come back to me. I need you , I need you . " He told me crying.

I felt so bad for him . I put my hand on his shoulder but it went right through him . I sighed and ran out of the room .

"Damn it! Why damn it why!" I yelled, "Bring me back to him God let me go back to him!" I yelled. "Let me back to him!" I yelled furiously . Suddenly I was walking down the hall and I saw a light and then music :
(Finns voice)
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
(Rachel walks back to the room )
I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you
Feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you
(End of song)
I opened my eyes to see a light and then sitting there holding my hand was Finn.
"Thats my song so just squeeze my hand if you can here me. " He said without a thought I squeeze his hand and removed the mask.

"I'm here." I whispered.

He smiled at me and kissed my hand.

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Xoxoxo,
Natalie