Never Let You Go! {Jordan Knight/NKOTB}

Chapter 12|Unfinished

Chapter 12
Unfinished

Jules

He loved me. Really loved me. I glance over at my husband as we all ate dinner at my family's table. He beams a handsome smile my way. I feel his hand reach over and touch my knee. My fingers race to his. We hold hands under the table. I feel his hand squeeze my own. Our fingers lace together. I could feel the heat from his hand to my own. He smiles over at me. He mouths "I love you" to me to make sure I knew I had not dreamed everything. "I love you to" I mouth back. He grins. I quickly finish dinner. My family took their time. I noticed nothing but Jordan. He leads me back into my room. He shuts the door behind us. He pulls me in his arms.

He kisses me for a long moment.

"At last" he sighs as he just holds onto me. This is what I always wanted. So badly. I hold him close. I never thought I could be his girl. Tears of joy come to me. Hormones' were getting the better of me.

"Jules don't cry love" he whispers as he feels my tears splatter on him.

"I can't help it. I am so happy you love me" I sniff.

"Sweetheart" he whispers as he looks at me with love.

"I have loved you since I saw you sing. I never thought when I was a teen girl that any one as amazing as you could ever love anyone like me" I begin to say.

"I am not that amazing" he jokes.

"Jordan you have always been amazing to me. Your voice made me melt the first time I heard you sing. I was captured then by you. I am now by the man you are. You are more than a name to me. All that I could care less. I learned how caring, how sweet you are. It makes me fall in love with you all over again" I sniff. He holds me. He kisses my forehead.

"I am not a perfect man Jules" he laughs.

"I don't care about your past. We love each other. That is all that matters" I vow.

"When I first saw you, I was a little disappointed when Mark had met you first. I thought for sure that he was going to win you over" he tells me.

"Really? Mark?" I laugh. "I only had eyes set on you. The moment I met you, I did not think I had a chance. Then you changed me. We talked all night long. We laughed. Joked. I never felt so much love for one person" I tell him.

"Juliet you sweetheart" he sighs as he smiles at me. I see the love he has for me in his eyes.

"I thought before I lost you to Mark. That was why I was not going to come to this. I was worried it was too late. That you wanted me here to tell me you wanted a divorce" he explains to me softly. I see hurt flash in his eyes.

"Jordan, no. That was one thing I never wanted. I wanted you, not a divorce" I say.

"I know now. I was afraid if I came that would make it the last time I would see you in my life. That was why I told you I was not sure if I could come" he explains. My hand runs in his hair. His soft black hair goes between my fingers as he talks to me.

"I wish you could have told me all these worries. We always have before" I point out.

"I should have" he sighs.

"What made you change your mind and come?" I ask.

"I came for you" he tells me.

"You did?" I ask. He nods.

"I was planning on winning your heart" he informs me making my heart melt.

"Jordan you have always had it all along" I point out.

"Baby, I know now" he says to me. He kisses me. I feel love surge through his lips to mine. I return each fevered kiss.

"So will you come back to my place with me?" he asks me.

"I want to. I don't think I should travel" I worry.

"You are pretty far along. You are right. I can stay here until the baby is born. In the meantime we can house hunt for places online. I will buy you your dream home" he begins to ramble on with excitement.

"Our dream home" I correct him. "We both pick it out"

"Alright it is a deal" he says smiling. He kisses me again.

"I almost lost you. It will never happen again" he vows softly to me as I feel his fingers run in my hair.

"You never lost me" I reply. He grins. He kisses me again. His tongue enters my mouth. They dance together. I feel myself let out a soft moan of pleasure.

"Hey if you guys feel like coming up for air in there we have pie" calls out Alyssa. Jordan groans.

"Come on. We better go or we will be bugged. The sooner we go out there everyone will head to bed. Then we have the whole night all to us" I say softly to Jordan.

"I like that idea" Jordan agrees.

"Guys?" Alyssa calls out.

"Coming" calls Jordan. I giggle. He leans his head down my shoulder. I hold him tight. We don't say a word.

"Come on love" I demand to him. We head out of the room. Everyone was gathered around the table getting a piece of pie. Mom made way to many.

"Jordan? We made chocolate pie for you. By demand of Juliet" mother tells him.

"That sounds great. I will have two slices" he says as he winks at me. Mother helps get him set up.

"How is going love birds?" Mark comes over to ask me.

"Things could not be better" I say smiling at Jordan. He watches Mark with me. He had nothing to worry about.

"That is good. So he stopped being a worry-wart?" Mark asks.

"Yes everything is all cleared up. We are going to stay married. We both love each other" I explain to Mark.

"I am happy for you. I lost but I am happy for you. Either way it works out" he mentions.

"Oh why is that?" I ask him.

"I kind of have a thing for your sister" Mark admits as he looks over at Alyssa.

"Really? When did this happen?" I giggle.

"Not sure. But I want to see if she has feelings for me" he tells me.

"I will see what I can find out" I vow.

"Thanks" he says smiling. I come over and sit down by Jordan at the table.

"What was Mark wanting?" Jordan wonders.

"Someone has a crush on Alyssa" I whisper to him.

"Really?" laughs Jordan.

"I hope they work out. They would make a cute pair huh?" I ask Jordan. We look over to see Mark feed Alyssa a piece of his pie. Alyssa giggles when he gets whip crème on her lip.

"They might" Jordan tells me.

"Why what is wrong with Mark?" I ask.

"Nothing. He likes one girl. Moves onto the next. He just never has stayed put. Alyssa is nice. I would not want to see her get hurt" says Jordan.

"I don't think Mark would hurt her" I say.

"Not on purpose" says Jordan.

"Let's not worry about them. Let's enjoy this night together" I say.

"Good idea" he tells me. He kisses my cheek.

"I am so glad you came" I tell him again.

"Me to Jules" he vows.

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Hi Everyone!

Hope everyone is enjoying the updates here. I have a few more chapters coming for this one. Then it will be all done. I am going to make a 2nd book but it will be about Mark & Alyssa getting together. Then I am going to do a book on Joey. Then maybe later on I will do a 2nd book for Jules & Jordan. Sound good? Let me know how you like the idea!

--------D.Writes