The Bad Girl Meets Her Match.

Chapter 14 : You've Done Enough.

"So he left left you for this Courtney girl?" Andy asked munching on her chocolate bar.

"Yeah. That's it." I said stuffing my mouth with fries. Andy came home and saw I was a wreck and she comforted me. She even paid for my Mcdonalds which made me cry tears of joy.. Literally.

"Maybe she's a family member." She reasoned.

"Then how come I hadn't heard of her before. I mean he told about his brother and his mom." I said. I mean yeah Andy was reasonable but when you like someone this much you don't want to bee reasonable.

"It's okay Nadia, he'll tell you. And besides if you really like this dude then trust his olle dumb ass." She said with a goofy grin.

"I know. It's weird I've never felt this before." I said stuffing my face with more fries. I loved the feeling but it was scary as hell and it made me hella insecure. I once again let out a fustrated sigh and ran a hand through my hair.

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"My tummy's turnin and i'm feelin kinda homesick. to much pressure an i'm nervous." I sang swinging my legs back in forth. I was upside down on my bed with my legs on the bed and my head hanging off listening to Miley Cyrus. "Thats when the taxi man turned on the radio and Jay-z song was on and the jay-z song was on." I did a flip off my bed and started dancing to the chorus. I was shaking my butt when I felt hands grab my waist. I froze up and took out the headphones to see Zane standing with a smirk on his face. I was all but happy with him I hadn't seen him since he left me for that Courtney chracter, I wasn't really mad or jealous anymore just curious.

"I see you finally decided to grace me with your presence." I spat out sarcastically. We wasn't even in school yesterday. He rolled his eyes and dropped his hands.

"So you mad?" He asked in a calm voice.

"Nope. Why would I be mad that my boyfriend blew me off for two days?" I said in a innocent but sarcastic voice.

"Who ever said I was your boyfriend?" He snapped back at me. My heart clenched and my stomach dropped all the way down. Hurt flashed through me but was quickly replaced my anger.

"Well you sure are pretty damn friendly McKnight." I snapped back at him. His eyes held no emotion as he took a step towards me.

"If you haven't figured out I'm not exactly the boyfriend type." He whispered in a husky voice. I took a step back not trusting myself to be close to him.

"Then don't act like something your not." I said trying to make it seem like he wasn't effecting me at all even though for some strange reason I wanted to fucking cry.

"You're the one who wanted a relationship, I was just looking for a fuck buddy." He said in a calm voice. Anger went through me and my veins was pumping fire. My jaw clenched and I gritted my teeth.

"Get out." I growled at him but he didn't listen, instead he took a step closer and I took one back until I was against the wall. He flushed against me and placed his hands on my waist. I was so mad that I easily ignored the sparks and all that romance shit and tried to push him off of me but I failed misarably. "Zane move." I said trying and failing at trying to sound stern.

"What if I don't want to?" He said as he lowered his mouth to my neck. My eyes tried to close but I struggled to keep them open.

"Just go. You've done enough." I said my voice coming out hoarse. He ignored me completely as he begin to kiss my neck until he reached my weak spot. He hand went up my shirt and my brain was screaming to stop him but I didn't I gasped as he cold hands touched my stomach. He used his other hand and pushed up my skirt. "Zane." I moaned out and a smirk appeared on his face. Anger went back through me and I pushed him off. He went back a little and by little I mean enough to get his hands off of me. I straitened out myself and glared at him. "Leave." I growled out once more. "You're going to have to find a new fuck." I said. Before I could stop him he had my hands pinned above my head as he pushed me back against the wall.

"You don't get it, do you?" He asked cocking his head to the side. "I get what I want. I mean I wanted you and I got you then." He said with a smirk and his lips crashed down on mine. I forgot everything and kissed him back loving the feel of his soft lips on mine. Too soon he pulled away from me with that smirk still on his face.

"Why are you fucking with my feelings?" I asked trying not to cry. Not over this guy not now and not ever.

"Because it's fun." He said he brushed his lips against mine and slowly removed his hands so they weren't holding me up.

"You're a reall asshole, yah know that?" I snapped raising my voice just a tad bit. "You can't fuck with my feelins Mcknight. I'm not a fucking toy so you won't fucking play with me. First you feed me all these lies make me think you want something out of this but then you just brush me off." I took a pause and let out a scoff as he stood there dumbstruck. "Your a pathetic fucking loser McKnight. So fuck you and go to hell." I finished off my rant. "You may leave now." I said before walking to the bathroom. I took calming breaths and decided on taking a nice long shower. Once I got out I asked Andy if there were any good parties tonight and she told me to get dressed for a pool party. I threw on my hot pink and black two peice with my demin shorts oveer the bottoms I tied my hair up and threw on my flats before we left.

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Not even this raging headache can stop me from thinking about Zane. No amount of alcohol stopped me from thinking about him last night and even this pounding fucking hangover headache could stop me from thinking about him. Ugh! I'm so fucking clingy and so fucking stupid and foolish. I should have known it wasn't going far. I went to that party to try and drink him away from my life but it didn't work, the only good thing is I hooked up with a sexy light skin guy. I don't remember his name or nothing but he was a nice fuck... But even after the sex my mind drifted off to Zane. What is this boy doing to me? I let out a groan and let my eyelids close again thinking maybe I need to sleep on it somemore.

*Zane*

I let out a fustrated groan as I threw my lamp across my messy room. I watched with satification as it broke into pieces. I really fucked up things with Nadia. I just had so much shit on my mind that I didn't couldn't think straight. I mean with my dad coming back and Courtney's condition I couldn't even think straight. I can't belive I did that to her. The amount of pain that filled her eyes was enough to make me hurt but I still didn't stop what I was doing. Damon peeked a head in my door before walking all the way in.

"Dude, what the hell hapened?" He asked looking at the broken lamp and the hole in the wall and the flipped over desk.

"I fucked up man." I said running a finger through my already messed up hair. I took a seat on the edge of the bed and put my head in my hands.

"I'm guessing the meeting didn't go so well with Nadia." He said just as Cameron and Jason walked in.

"What the fuck happened?" Jason asked and Cameron looked like it was completly normal and sat on my chair.

"Nadia." Cameron and Damon said in unison.

"i really fucked up." I muttered again.

"Dude the chick is basically in love with you whatever you did can't possibly push her that far away." Cameron said. Oh, but he was so wrong.

"I told her that she was just a fuck buddy." I said bluntly. They all loooked at me with wide eyes.

"What the fuck man?!?!" Damon said throwing his hands up.

"Fucking idiot." Cameron said wacking me on the back of the head.

"Why are you so scared?" Jason chimmed in. To say I was suprised by his response would be a understatement.

"I'm not scared of anything." I growled out.

"Yes you are. You're scared to get close to her because you're scared that once she knows how much of a fuck up you are then she'll leave your sorry ass." He said with a blank look. I didn't argue because he was right. That's exactly how I felt, even though he could of said it nicer it was so fucking true.

"I hate you man." I joked throwing a pillow at him which he caught. "But it's to late she hates me." I sighed feeling helpless. I feel like a total asshole.

"Nah man she doesn't she's just as scared as you are Zane." Jason spoke again.

"Fuck!" I let out a sigh running another hand through my hair. This girl was really getting to me making me feel things I've never felt before and it was continuing to scare the shit out of me.