They are my friends
I call them the bests
They are my companions
There they are with there fake faces
They say we love you,
and all I say is me too.
They say that when they're in front of me
and would always frown at me.
Their smiles full of insecurity
seems like they don't want me to be happy
they remember me when they need me
forget me when their above me
Tell me I'm good at everything
just to make me do something
All I do is help and smile at them
but deep inside I feel lonely as a cloud
I always nod in agreement,
always believe in promises they promised to be kept
always feel like a stranger
all alone in danger
They asked me a favor
I answered NO in a polite manner
left me in a dungeon
without hesitation I was abandoned.
I dont want this feeling
but I hate you more than anything
What is this that I feel?
Is this what they call anger and fear?
I want to flee and be free
from whom who doesn't really want me
such domineering persons,
has the power to put me in my own prison.
I dont want to hurt you or offend you,
I just want you to stop with what you have and be honest with you.
Dont take a second look at me,
'cause I'll be better than ok without you.
Don't pretend to be somebody you're not
I look down at you as a turncoat
Trying to protect me,care and love,
Forget it, won't even stand a chance.
I already know what you are
Know I hate you for all that you've done,
Now, I have the courage to stay away
from the monster that you are.
You'll always be just the THEY in my past,
the ones who made me a trash.
but now I'm strong,
I thought of you as a friend, now, I know I'm wrong.
