The Alpha Calls Me Princess

Chapter Eight- Betrayal

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Chapter Eight
Betrayal

Cole's POV

I went back to my room after our kiss. I wanted it so bad, but now I felt so guilty my chest felt like it was going to explode with it.

I sat on my bed and looked blankly at my sad gray walls that matched my sad gray bed.

Why do you feel guilty, Cole? She is our mate. I couldn't wait forever on you to finally kiss her!

I feel fucking guilty because I made her do it and...and because of Lily.

All the time while we were kissing, I felt as if I was betraying Lily. I already failed her once, I don't want to do it again.

Do you really think Lily would want us to lose our second chance mate? She wasn't like that Cole. She would want us -you- to be happy.

I hate it when your right.

Whatever.

Suddenly a wave of sadness came over me. I felt like sobbing.

What the fuck?

Mate...the mate bond. Amara, our mate, she's sobbing. I can feel it.

I sighed as I felt her emotional pain. I wanted to comfort her. I didn't want to lose another mate because of my own fucking foolishness.

Please Cole, can we go to her?

Why? So you can make me almost fucking rape her again?!

Cole-

I blocked my wolf out.

Her despair keep coming in waves over me. I needed something to distract me.

A small knock sounded on my door.

"You may enter." I roared annoyed someone would come and interrupt my thinking.

One of the mateless girls of the pack came in, in a dangerously tight skirt and a low top.

At one point before I met Lily or Amara I would've found her attractive, now all I can think is about is my current mate's beautiful face and body.

Her eyes skimmed over me with an unmistakable seducing look.

She disgusted me, yet a distraction is just what I needed.

"Hello, Alpha." The blonde girl smirked walking over to me.

No, Cole! I know what your thinking. Please, PLEASE, don't do this! Jake managed to beg.

I stood up shaking off Jake. I needed this. I needed a girl like this, who wanted me, not a girl who wants to reject me as her mate.

The blonde smiled proudly. This was the first time ever I had responded to her flirtations.

I grabbed Blondie by her waist and attacked her lips with my own.

She responded immediately and moved up and down on me.

Blondie's lips almost revolted me. All I could think of was Amara's lips and how she made me feel as much as Lily had made me.

Blondie made me feel nothing.

Maybe that's why I did what I did next.

Cole, PLEASE! Our mate...

Sorry Jake, Amara doesn't even want me. Why should I honor her?

Blondie roamed her disgusting hands over my whole body, smiling as she felt my package.

My brain went numb as Blondie lifted her shirt and before I knew it I was laying in bed with a naked sleeping Blondie next to me.

My body burned. I didn't want her touch. I didn't want to make love to her. I wanted Amara.

Amara.

Her pain was almost faded, yet it was still so strong.

I stood up carefully, not to wake the Blondie next to me. I didn't want another round of her trash, especially with her smudged makeup and fake breast.

I put on my jeans from off the floor, and walked out of my room to Amara's temporary room.

The door was still creaked open from my departure.

Amara wasn't in bed which created a large pang of fear in my chest, but it was soon gone when I heard quiet sniffles coming out of the bathroom.

I slowly walked over and pushed open the creaked door.

Amara lay on the floor with her eyes closed, probably sleeping, crying softly.

She was as gorgeous as always, even though she had most likely had been sobbing. Blondie was nothing compared to Amara, and I finally felt the shame take over my body from fucking Blondie.

I felt like crying. I betrayed my mate.

I walked over to her and picked her up in my arms bridal style. She stirred slightly, but got calm again.

I wondered what would make her want to reject me so fast without a second thought. Where did she even come from?

I stared down at my beautiful rogue mate.

Laying her down on her fluffy pink bed for guests, I wiped her remaining tears away before leaving a kiss on her forehead.

I just wish I could make her happy. That's all I want.

Do you really think she'll be happy after she finds out what you've done?! Jake roared in my head.

I shook my head, and ran out of her room not before seeing the tiniest of smiles on Amara's face.

I betrayed her. I don't deserve her.

I need her.

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No, Cole! Why did you do it?!!!

I was so sad writing this chapter, I really felt like he betrayed her!!

So thoughts??? Questions???

Fact: My first marriage was to a marshmallow. 🍫🍫

Love y'all!!
-Bellah Renae 😍😍😍😍