The Perfect Heroin

TPH 1

You have me addicted,
From your presence,of course everything is included,

Day or Night,
I want to be by your side,
I dont complain hiding a true side,

You are my drug,
You can't make me shrug,

I love your presence,
Even your perfectly flaws,

You've got me addicted,
so you are restricted,

Cause letting you invading my mind,
Also means,
Invading everything about me,
And cause me to find,
Where you hide...

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Everything is perfect here in London,but everything will vanished when one day...my parents' decided for me to go to the Philippines...
It's my punishment,how shitty,isn't it?

I dont like to go to the Philippines,cause,everything will be different...

I like living in here...
It's like my comfort zone,
Im capable living here,
I grew up in here,of course,i also adopt the culture in here...

And now,i will try my best to live in the Philippines,even if i dont like it...

"Luke,we're here..."my sister said

"WELCOME TO THE PHILIPPINES,BABY BROTHER!"My sister shouted after we left the private jetplane

"Your annoying...shut your mouth or i will leave you here..."i said

Im not even aware that many people is waiting for me in here...even the 4 dick ass head...

"LUKE!!WELCOME HOME,BRADER!PARTY PARTY!"THEY all shouted
I mean,the 4 dick face

"I dont care,just fucking tell me,where will i live here?"i rolled my eyes

"Ang taray mo paren,Luke!Edi waw para sayo!"gab said

"Menopause eh!hahahaha"Russell laughed

"Gungong kayo!pagtayo pinagbabaril nyan,humanda na tayo!"Dane said,he's sarcastic...

"Beybie,your back!ilabyow!hihi"Sky clinged in my shoulder

Can i punch him?

"Boy's!i miss you!"and my sister hugged the 4 dick heads

"Ate Elisha!!!!!we miss you!pasalubong namen!?"they all asked in unison

"Hahahaha!dont worry!dala ko!pa-hug nga!"
and they hug each other's

"As far as i know,all of you are here yesterday...my sister just went there to fetch me...few hours of being separated is a big thing for all of you..."i interupted

They all scratch the back of their heads and...
"Hehehe...pasensya na,nakakamiss eh!"they said in unison again

I rolled my eyes heavenward...
"Tss...annoying as ever..."i murmured

INSIDE THE CAR...

"OH!BILOG!NANAMAN ANG BUWAN!"They sang like they are the only people here inside the car

"KABILOG-KABILOG-KABILOG-KABILUGAN NG BUWAN!"

i cant take this anymore...

"WOULD ALL OF YOU SHOUT THE FUCK DOWN!?CANT YOU SEE,IM TRYING TO SLEEP!FUCK DOWN THE LOUDNESS!"I shouted

They stop from what they're doing...
And shut their mouth

I dont want to be a deaf young man...

"Young master,Young lady,your parents',said you have to eat,because it's lunch time...where do you prefer to eat for lunch?"the butler asked

Before Elish will talk,the four idiot interupted...AGAIN

"GUSTO KO SA MCDO!"GAB

"HINDI!SA JOLLIBEE NALANG!BIDA ANG SAYA!"russell

"PANG BATA NAMAN YANG MGA YAN!SA RED RIBBON!"DANE

"TANGA!MAS LALO NA DUN!SA MANG INASAL NALANG!"SKY

"Ayoko sa mga offer nyo!may alam ako!alam kong magugustuhan nyo dun!lalo ka na,Baby brod!"Elish release her signature smirk...uh-oh

AFTER SOME SEVERAL HOUR'S...

"I SAID I WONT EAT THERE!WHAT KIND OF PLACE IS THAT?...FUCK!LET ME GO!I SAID,JUST FUCKING LET ME GO!ARE YOU ALL DEAF?!"i resist

"Luke wag kang nega!masarap dito!da best!sige na,try mo lang,please?"she pouted

Can i release a vommit in her face...discusting...

"Oo nga naman!masarap jan!da best ang luto ni Aling Pinang!"gabriel also agree

"Chaka mura lang!sige na,Luke!pumayag ka na!hindi mo mafi-feel ang diwa ng pilipinas kung di ka kakain dito!"Russell

"Tama sila!Luke,napaka sarap ng luto dito!yung feeling mo na,nasa ulap ka na sa sobrang sarap!"why are they keep on convincing me to eat in this such a place?
"When i said no,it's no!do all of you understand the word 'no'?"i asked

They took a deep breath and...
"Hindi!hahahahahaha"
They laughed in unison

"Fuck all of you..."i hissed in anger

They're hitting my nerve's!

"Can i just go back to London?wheremost of my life is contented?"i asked.hopefully my sister would say 'yes' or 'maybe'
"Hindi na baby brod...punishment mo toh,kailangan mong harapin ang consequences...our parents' just doing what's best for you..."and she patted my shoulder
and smiled...a smile full of hope

I move my gaze to the left...preventing my tears to fall,as if it does...

I cant do anything,i just sat down my ass in the chair and my sister ordered food for all of us...

I looked at my sister...she's independent...she's capable leaving in here,she leave her for 3 years,she studied in here,make friends,adjusted for a different culture wherein,the most of her childhood memories aren't build up in here...and she fall inlove,she find her match,and now,they are going strong...
Im jealous of my sister,not typically jealous...
Im just lack of experience,unlike my sister.It's like,she already faced the world,but me...i will face the world starting from now...this is the point why my parents' throwed me in here,they want me to learn a lesson...
In London,my life is,let's say...im happy-go-lucky,a badass,a jerk,a cursing machine,a disrespectful man.in short, im a rebel,Im Mean,im bad...
Im totally opposite with my sister,she's happy inside out,while me,im a loser deep inside of me,and in the outside,im Mean...
I want to experience what she experienced yet my first time...not typically my first time,i have a experienced but,you cant considered them as a first time,those are Bad times...a full of mistake's,full of my bullshit's...
I want to make my self more pleasant than what they see outside of me...

If my life is a wreck,i think there's a good heroin for me to be addicted and let my self made for it...