The worst timing in the Galaxy

Too much shoujo manga

Poe stood in front of his door thinking.

What am I going to say? Why did I kiss him? Could I have been any more of an idiot to do such a thing in front of so many people??? Even the General saw!!

Poe sighed as he began contemplating his life decision as a sober thinking person.

He never confessed but he was indeed in love with Finn. Everyone he knew practically paired them together.

He honestly screamed at the sky "Hell fucking yeah." the day after Finn showed signs of interest but kissing him and then asking him to wait in his room? Poe smacked his face lightly.

He decided to take whatever Finn throws at him, hopefully he won't officially die today. He just came from a long ass mission that nearly killed him. Maybe he was saved for the wrong reasons? Poe considered contemplating his existence later when he stops living because Finn rejects him.

Poe opened the door and closed the door, taking a moment to stare said door. He heard Finn shuffle around on his bed as if he was putting something away.

He turned around with a pleasantly awkward smile.

"H-hey Finn! haha...." He leaned against the wall, almost slipping over the mess around his room floor.

Embarrass myself further? check. He thought to himself.

"Uh, yeah..." Finn said, adverting his gaze from Poe in favor of something to his right side.

"Fancy seeing you here huh?" Poe said without filtering his thoughts.

"Well...You told me to wait here, I wasn't not going to do what you said..." Finn said all too silently.

"Ah y-yeah...I did...." Poe said.

A moment of silence passed as the both of them looked away from each other.

Poe blew some air out of his mouth through puffed cheeks before walking over to Finn and sitting next to him.

"So, um....Look, I didn't really mean to kiss you then, I was just so happy to see you and I had a long mission and I was gone and I was tired and I was having a heart attack and I swore I went to heaven or whatever and-"

"I love you..."

Poe stopped talking once Finn loudly interrupted him. He blankly stared at Finn who had blushy cheeks.

"What?" Poe lamely said in surprise.

"I-I'm sure i'm in love with you, Poe." Finn trailed off.

Finn looked at Poe from the side of his eyes then back at the ground.

Poe must have taken a year to process what just came out of his ex-Stormtrooper, buddy, light of his lifes' mouth.

"L-love...?" Poe repeated as he scowled at the wall ahead of him in shock.

"I-I know that I may not be right and I may be confusing my feelings for you with friendship and I'm slow and stuff but," Finn looked directly Poe. "from the way Rey explained it to me, I'm in love with you Poe." He finished in a determined tone.

Poe sighed with a blissful smile. His life was flashing before his eyes and he full heartily believed his real body is floating somewhere in space.

He knew this was reality though and the speed of his heart beats was unnatural. He patted his chest lightly with his hand, slightly afraid of a heart attack or self-implosion. Maybe a little bit of both.

"Hunh, yeah....Alright....Okay, hahah.." Poe said as he stared at the ground.

He was biting his lip furiously to keep the unfiltered word's on his tongue that were threatening to race out of his mouth still.