In the beginning there was only me. Not really, but you get what I mean. I was always lonely but never alone, which really does a number to your self-esteem. Yeah I know, first world problems. But I mean anyone could be able to relate to being surrounded by people but never connecting to anyone. I was a people pleaser for the first part of my life. God was that horrible. On the surface everything seemed to be great but I always felt empty. All I had were friends but no one I was connected to. I've always wished for love. Heck my imaginary friends were two guys that fought over me. But back then I didn't have a good friend let alone a crush. But soon enough I had a best friend and my first crush. And I just became obsessed with being with him along the way I gained another best friend and real friends. Finally it wasn't only me.
