Train of Thought

what love is to me right now

I thought love was passionate kissing and ripping off clothes with your teeth and I thought love was crying because you miss him so much and you can still feel his heart beat through the veins in his arm when you grabbed it and asked him if it was really over and that might be love but now I know love as college visits on saturday mornings and mangos in december because they're your favorite fruit and she knows it and love is how are u texts when you're too sick or sad or sorry to peel your body off of sweaty sheets i guess all of these things could be love but the love that feels real to me right now is the kind I don't have to repay in sex and pearly white teeth and skin that glows, but the kind that you don't earn and don't have to