year of 1994
10th month
20th day
when i came to life
needing love, so please dont shove
drama, trauma, papa and mama
"please dont leave"
stepped out the door
no trace
mama whered u go?
crying and dying
whining and screaming
mama come back!
fire in my eyes,
water in my heart
fading and persuading
mama and papa trading
attempts
no redempts
my heart breaks
car brakes
tires screeching, STOP!
opened the door
papa hanging,
i found him swanging
"help! help! help!"
im in pain
picture comes up,
everyday, in my mind
wishing everything was fine
wish they were still mine
i love them
wont betray them
plant a new root,
birth a stem
my son, my daughter
no abortion, thats manslaughter
heart beats
blood running
tunneling, all up in the heat and,
feel the burn
one day, they gonna feel it,
when my death in that urn
