My Nightmare

Chapter 5

The hot Miami sun beat down on my and I fanned myself off with my hand. Michael and I sat eating swedish fish candies and waiting for thr rest of the boys. They lrft to go shopping almost three agos, and Luke promised me he would take me out for a nice brother and sister dinner when they returned, but that was ages ago. Michael sighed, playing with his phone. I pulled mine out as well and scrolled through my contacts for Luke's number. I dialed, but straight to voicemail. Next, I tried ringing Ashton, but he didnt answer, either. Well, last resort.

"What do you want?" Calum retorted through the phone.

"I'm starving. Can you guys please come to the hotel so we can eat?"

Calum laughed on the other end. I could tell he was covering the reciever because his voice was muffled as he spoke to the others. "Poor little Cailtin is hungry." He removed his hand and spoke to me. "Tell Michael to take you out."

I glanced at Mike, who shrugged. "If you want too, I dont mind, I'm starved." He said.

"Fine." I snapped to Calum. He hung up before I could say goodbye.

"Rude bastard." I snorted.

Michael grinned cockily at me, but looked alittle upset. "Cait, I know you still love him. Show him that."

"How?" I wondered.

"I dont know. But lets go get some pizza."

I laughed. "Alright ya dingdong, lets go."

And go we did.

---- 2 hrs later ----

**Ashton's POV**

I watched as Luke downed anothet shot, and Calum talked to a girl in the corner. What was meant as an innocent shopping spree at Hot Topic, was now a 'lets get drunk and fuck a bitch' spree.

"Luke, you should slow down..." I yelled, putting a hand on his shoulder. He shook me off, and asked for another drink of whatever. I sighed, I felt bad doing this. I like to have a laugh, but getting drunk at parties wasnt my thing. My legs moved over to Calum, who had cornered a small, blonde bimbo. She giggled at something he said.

"Hi guys. Hey, Cal. Youre girlfriends on the phone." I pointed to his cell on the table, which was indeed blinking with Caitlin's ID on the screen. The blonde blinked, frowned, and scammpered away.

"The fuck?" Calum screeched. "I was about to score!"

"Just answer your phone." I snapped, heading back to Luke. Cal followed and complained that Caity was hungry, and I felt another pang of guilt. I'm the oldest, I need to take care of my boys. And I was failing. I grabbed Luke by the collar of his shirt, slapped a $50 tip on the counter, and walked him into a near bye cab.

"Ashton, I'm not done." Luke whined, but I went back and snatched Calum before telling the driver where to go. We rode in silence for a few minutes until I couldnt stand the tension.

"Calum you need to apoligize to Cait. Luke, you need to sober up."

Calum guffawed, and Luke just ahook his head, pressing it to the cold window. Cal turned to stare me dead in the eyes.

"Don't ruin my fun, faggot."

**Wow I havent updated in ages... Yeah. Soz. Ilyasm-Rea**