Dear Phil (Phan)

-like philly doesn't care-

Dear Phil,

I told you something today that I think I'll always regret, even if we do end up together. I'll be old and grey and happy like never before, but there'll always be a weight in my stomach that can never be fixed by an 'I'm sorry'.

I don't think you like yourself anymore. I can see if every time you look at the ground with your blue eyes like a black hole, empty and sad like I hoped they would never be.

Philly doesn't smile anymore.