After Martin had left and we were all together we headed out. Never in my wildest dreams had I imagined leaving that place, escaping. But I wasn't free yet. I was free when I was happily living with Louis and everyone was safe.
It was nearing 7 in the morning and seemed like a good time to get some lunch. The sun was just beginning to rise. We went to a cafe and ordered some coffee and pancakes. The breakfast looked delicious but I couldn't make myself eat it. I was fat.
"Felecite eat!" Lottie said. "I'm not hungry..." I mumbled. But those pancakes looked so good. "But mum didn't give you dinner last night and come to think of it, you never eat with us...please don't tell me you're anorexic!" Lottie said. I wished she would just mind her own damn business.
"What's anorexic?" Daisy asked. "When you don't eat because you think you're fat. Some people throw up their food as well." Lottie said. "You're really going to tell them straight forward what it means?" I said, angered that Lottie had done that. "It's best to tell them now rather than then find out themselves." Lottie said.
Breakfast was eaten in silence. Daisy and Phebe kept telling me I was the skinniest person they had ever seen and to eat. I hope I won't gain much by eating half of a pancake...
We stayed at the cafe for a few hours. Customers either gave us disgusted looks or pitiful looks. I didn't like either. I hated being seen as either disgusting or weak. I wanted people to see me as strong and smart. Was that to much to ask for?
When we left the cafe we went window shopping. That kept us busy for a while. Then we headed over to the park, found a nice spot in the shade and waited. I wonder if mum has even realized I'm gone. And then we saw him. Louis aka our savior.
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Next update next week. Thanks for all 1,731 readers. It's Saturday night, I've got church tomorrow morning at like 9 and it's 3 in the morning. My eyelids are so heavy and I feel like passing out. That's my excuse if you hated this part, its because I'm tired. I need to sleep now. Goodnight.
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