His Life as a Teenage Pewds, and Me

"I chose this persona so I could escape from all the trouble, all the attention, all the restraints. I was always controlled, no one wanted me here, no one wanted me to have a normal life!" I gushed, tears threatened to pour from my eyes. "This was the very first decision that I, alone, have made. It was all me, I chose to come to this school, I chose not to wear all the makeup, I took the risk! I wanted to become new, and this was my chance." I slowly shook my head, trying to calm myself down. My breath evened a little. "Or at least I thought it was..." I wiped at a tear that had traveled down my cheek. "Its not your fault Felix...and its not mine either, just...don't worry about me."

The damage has already been dealt, and we can't heal when you're still in my life.

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Surprised, huh?

So, I decided to start a new story, and as you can see, it's probably not going to be a happy-type one, like 'The Barrel Queen'.

I wanted to start this story since its been on my mind for about 2 months now, the idea had come in my head around the time I uploaded Ch1 of TBQ, I think. I guess I kinda pushed it to the back of my head and tried to ignore it, so I could focus on TBQ more. It worked... until I heard Justin Timberlake and Jay Z's new song, 'Holy Grail' (Which I am obsessed with.) for the first time. It's really hard to explain, but the chorus, when J-Timbs sings reminded me of the...feel of the story? I'm not quite sure. But I am sure I got a burst of motivation and inspiration from hearing it.

So...yeah, I guess!

DON'T EXPECT THIS STORY TO BE ALL DEPRESSING, CLICHE, OR MEANINGLESS. GIVE IT A CHANCE. :P

Expect Chapter 1 to be uploaded on or before Saturday.

Adios, I'm not Spanish! - Alexa :D