Diary of confusion

My Worst Day

I had just come out as bisexual, before I was genderfluid or biromantic homosexual. It was a few days after the fact and my mom called me into her room for a talk. She asked if any of my fandoms were influencing my sexuality and told me it was a phase and to ignore it. She said I was to young to understand it and that she had similar feelings at my age but they had passed. Afterwards I was broken up about it. I tried so hard not to fall for any girls. It was painful when I got a crush on a girl at school and I even scratched for awhile. Then I found myself incapable of completely falling for a guy which hurt both mentally and physically. Then I figured that if I was going to feel something, I might as well. I ignored her close-mindedness and obliviousness to my stress caused by one dumb talk. When I discovered I was genderfluid, I never told her. I was too afraid of feeling the depression caused by her before over again. I got a counselor to help with the leftover sadness, and finally got myself and my life back together. Have you ever had a horrible day or period of time where something similar came up? If so please comment it so if someone else reads it, they know they aren't alone!