Dear Heart Why Him?! The day I was going to tell him how we feel because we were certained that he loved us back, was the worst day of my life. I was walking around the corner by the pools, I saw it. In the allyway of the large gym and the boys locker room the he was, with a pretty blonde. Her legs wrapped around his waist, one of his hands on her hip the other exploring places were we only imagined him touching us. In that moment I could hear you break and along with you my soul.