I'm lost and I don't know what to do
I'm confused and it's because of you
I tried my best but it wasn't enough
To fake a smile and pretend to laugh
The truth shows no matter how I try
To conceal and hope that it would die
The ecstasy grew inside of me
And we as friends I no longer see
Bittersweet dreams while I'm wide awake
The outburst is more than I can take
Yet another candle I have blown
But still my feelings remain unknown
Can't recall how many times I've tried
To tell the things I'm hiding inside
Put an end to my wishing thinking
And risk the love to what it may bring
Free myself from the thoughts of heartache
Be brave and strong to fight for love's sake
Gambling friendship for uncertainty
Love's dilemma is fifty-fifty
The first step is always the hardest
It defines the outcome of the rest
Enjoy every moment and be brisk
See everything in life is a risk.
**A poem made long ago for my seatmate**
