The Hidden Daughter.

chapter 2: unbelievable

Ashley's pov:

After last night's events with my dad, it was like being under a trance, I was mentally scared.

Daddy was so horrible to me, if I didn't do it right he would slap me, or yank my hair.

If I cried I would be punished, and if I refused the punishment would be worse.

I don't think that I will ever be able to look at him in the same way.

I wish that I could forgive him, but then another part of me says that he wasn't drunk and he knew what he was doing.

I woke up in bed next to my dad, we were both naked, and luckily my dad was still asleep, so I could just get up, get my clothes and have a shower.

I don't think that he remembered what happened last night, because i acted like nothing was up.

I debated whether to tell him or not, I don't know at the moment i am just so confused, what would he even say, If i tell someone then he will just deny it anyway.

Millions of thoughts were going through my head and i just wanted to get rid of some of them.

God how did my life get so messed up?

I went downstairs and made myself a strawberry and kiwi smoothie in the blender and sat down at the table and drank it while I was checking the messages on my phone.

I went in to Skype , and sent. A video chat request to all if the girls.

"Yeya troy, did you finish your paper then?" i giggle.

"only just, it's not my best, but i should get at least a b+" troian replies.

"Morning everyone!" lucy beams.

"hey, what made you wake up in such a good mood this morning?" i ask.

"me and Ian had a thing last night." she glows.

"ohh lucy lucky you." troian laughs.

I felt like crying all of the memories from last night were slowly coming back to me, i tried to forget it, but now they are all just running around my head like crazy zoo animals.

"Don't you think so ash?" troian suddenly says.

"Omg ash what's up?" lucy says beginning to worry.

I didn't even realise that one tear that fell down my face.

"W-what yeah, i-i just can't d-do this right now, s-sorry see you at s-school." i say ending the call and bursting into tears.

My dad raped me and there is nothing I can do about it, my dad has always been kind to me and never hurt me, i don't want to tell anyone because I don't want to be responsible for ending my mums happiness, but at the same time what he did is wrong.

I sit quietly weeping in the kitchen looking down at my phone.

I want to tell the girls, but they might report it and it will make matters even worse.

I get lost in my train of thoughts, until I heared heavy feet coming down the wooden stairs.

A wave of fear consumes me again as the evil man walks into the kitchen.

"hey ash yoy okay." he smirks.

"i hate you and I never want to speak to you again!" i scream beginning to cry.

"woah, woah, woah, what's going on in here? Ashley apologse to your father right away that is no would to treat someone." my mother yells as she walks into the kitchen.

"I'm not sorry and I never will be, this man is crazy and i never want to see him again, and nothing is going on here, I need to get ready for school!" i yell getting up and start to walk to the stairs until I am interrupted by my dad.

"you'd better not say any anything you know that right? If you ruin your mother's and I's relationship there will be he'll to pay, and that's a promise that I can keep." my father threatens.

"whatever." i say as he grabs my arm and squeezes it tightly.

I knee there would be a bruise left there, but nothing a little makeup can't fix.

I ply my arm from his grip and run up the stairs as quickly as I can.

Luckly he didn't follow.

I got changed into some white ripped Jeans, a black dress top with 2 layers and a white leather jacket.

Nothing fancy like my usual, just something quick to put on.

Next is the shoes!

I look through my whole closet full of shoes and finally decide on my black heals with the matching black bag.

I empty all if my stuff into my bag and check the time on my phone, it said 7:45.

Gosh, I'm going to be late if i was going to go to walk to school with lucy today.

I ran out the house as quickly and quietly as I could, and luckly seems lucy only lives literally across the street to me I didn't have to walk that far.

"hey, you alright?" lucy said as in meaning what she had seen earlier.

"Ermmmm, as best as could be expected under the circumstances." i vaguely reply.

"which are?" she erges me.

"If i tell you, you can't tell anyone the police, the others even your parents okay?" i say.

"Okay, i promise and swear in my life that I won't say anything to anyone." she says crossing her heart with her left index finger.

"Okay so here it goes, my dad came home late last night from the club, he wanted my mum, and i told him she wasn't here so he started getting frustrated, i ask if I could help and then he smirked and said yes.
He made me have sex with him and he remembered it this morning he said I can't tell anyone or I will live to regret it. I'm really scared, i screamed for him to stop but he didn't but now I don't know what i am supposed to do?" i say beginning to cry again.

"ash I am so sorry, i don't know you should tell it won't be your fault, you didn't do anything wrong did yoy it was your dad, no one deserves to go through something like that. I know you said I shouldn't yell anyone, but if I was you i would tell the police. He has broken the law and it is a very wrong thing to do and he needs to learn his lesson." lucy replies.

"i know lucy, but I'm scares of the consequences, we are struggling for money at the moment and if my dad goes to jail we sent be able to pay the bills and we will loose the house." i say beginning to worry again.

"listen things will work out the way they are supposed to okay, don't worry about other things until you have sorted out the problem you have now!" she says hugging me.

"i know, let's just go to school and get the day over and dome with, but after school is their any chance I can come to yours, i don't want to do home." i ask.

"sure now come on before we are late." she smiles as we pick up the pace of our walking.

Today should be fun 😒
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I updated!

Sorry I haven't updated for so long, i have been concentrating on my other stories, fell free to check them out they are:
1)Bumps bruises and scars
2)After the bumps bruises and scars have healed.
3) my replacing twin

Comment and vote please.

I will update as much as possible.

Sorry again.

Kisses-phoebe <3