"What are you doing?!" I yelled at Megan and started walking towards her and I saw Niall walking out of the bathroom. He just took a shower.
"Did you guys have sex in my bedroom on my bed!?!? WHAT THE FUCK!" I yelled. Niall stood at the bathroom door with his hand still in his wet hair.
"And if we did?" Megan said and stood up and crossed her arms across her chest.
"That's nasty. I might have to move out of my house or burn that bed." I said and she smirked.
"No way in hell am I moving. I might just throw that contaminated bed away." I said and I stepped closer to her and she stood in her same position. Niall was closer to us now. Megan slapped me and it was a hard it. I mean she slapped me and I fell onto the floor.
"You're the contaminated one." She scoffed and I felt Niall try to help me up but I just pulled away and I stood up and pushed her and she slipped on her shirt and fell on her butt. I lunged forward to 'attack' her but Niall wrapped his arms around my waist and held me against his chest.
"Just get out Megan! Hurry!" He yelled and Megan got up and put on her shirt then walked over to her pants and slipped them on and she walked out slowly like nothing happen. I pushed Niall off of me and I ran to the bedroom door but she closed it quickly.
"We didn't have sex Jessica.. She was being a whore and trying to make me have sex with her but I didn't want that." He said and I stood looking at my door.
"She started it." He said and I chuckled.
"You're such a child. I don't care who did it first! She was in MY ROOM! MY HOUSE! Why in pickles name would you let her in!" I yelled at him.
"She was in her before me, I have no clue how she got in." He argued.
"UGH! NIALL! Did you even TRY to kick her out of my house?" I said and put my hands on my face in frustration.
"Yes.." He said and I felt his presence near. He wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head on my shoulder.
"Is there another chance for me to steal your heart still?" He asked.
"I don't know just give me time." I said and I open the door and pulled from his grip and walked out of the room and down the stairs. Puffles ran up to me and I pet him and then walked over to the kitchen to clean his food bowl and water bowl. First I gave him a little treat.
"I miss my wittle baby." I said and knelt down to play with Puffles. I heard Niall walking down the stairs so I stood up and smiled at him. Just act like nothing happened. Even though it's hardly been a minute.
"Hungry?" I asked. He looked at me weird.
"Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded my head and walked to the fridge and open the freezer side.
"Fries and chicken nuggets? I feel lazy today." I said and took out the two big bags and set then on the counter and I took out two plate and put the chicken nuggets in one and the fries in another one.
"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked and he touched my shoulder and I flinched.
"I'm sorry. I've never done that before. I- I don't know what triggered that." I said and I saw a flash of a horrid memory i thought I forgot. I thought no one would know. I felt my breathe hitch in my throat and I felt a prick in my eyes. I quickly put the fries in the microwave and walked casually back upstairs to my room.
Once I was out of Niall's sight I broke down and I cried. I cringed at the horrible memories that scarred me for life. I was only starting to be a teenager. I didn't know what was going on. He hurt me. He abused me. my mum is married to him. And yes I'm walking about my 'dad' my step dad! He isn't my real dad. My real dad left my mom when she had me.. And right now I felt the pain, the pain he left me with. I was so vulnerable.. That's what ruined me. That's what made me a loner and hated at school. Up till this day Megan bullies me because of it, she spread the news around the whole school. All my friends turned away from me. Teachers disapproved of me. Everyone did.
*knock knock*
"Jess?" I heard Niall's voice.
"Y- Yeah?" I stuttered.
"You okay?" He asked. I just cried. This is the most I've cried since.. Well.. I long time ago.
"Yeah. I'm. I'm fine." I said and pulled my knees up to my chest and cried.
"Can I come in? I don't really believe you love." He said and I frowned.
"Sure.." I said quietly and I heard the door make a little squeak noise as he open the door.
"You aren't okay." He said and walked over to the bed and sat down next to me.
"Come 'ere" He said and pat his lap. I just laid my head on his shoulder. He sighed and pulled me into his lap.
"What's wrong?" He asked and kissed my head. I just shook my head.
"Come on. Is it something you've told me before?" He asked.
"No. I've never told you about this one." I said softly.
"What? Why? Did someone hurt you? What did he or she do? I'll go talk to them." He ranted and I shook my head no again.
"You can't do anything about it. It already happen." I said and tears ran down my face. He lifted my head off his shoulder and put his hands on my face and wiped away the tears.
"It must have been really bad. I've never seen you cry this much." He said while looking at my eyes. Obviously and it's true. I'd only cry a little, but this one really effected me. I just nodded my head in response to his question and I wrapped my arms around his neck and put my head in the crook of his neck and I started sobbing.
"Shh.. Shh.. It's okay. You can tell me to get it off your shoulders." He said and rubbed my back. I nodded my head and I pulled away and I sat up.
"Well.. my dad, well step dad. He.. He was abusive to me and he.. he... raped.. me. I never thought that memory would come back to me.. I thought it was gone.. Forever, but I guess not." I said and Niall was still waiting for me to finish.
"I didn't know what to do or what was going on. He.. Just told me to be quiet and shut up or else he'd hurt me. So I did what he said and then when my mom came home after he did all those stuff to me. She didn't know. He didn't tell her. He told me not to tell her. He told me to keep shut and act like nothing happened, but he gave me bruises and pain. He's a cruel man. I just wish it never happened." I cried and Niall pulled me in for a hug and I heard him sniff.
"Are - Are you crying?" I asked and looked up at him.
"Yes, because the person I love has been hurt in the past and still is hurting from it.." He said and looked at me.
"I'm sorry I made you cry. I didn't mean to." I said and he kissed my lips.
"Don't be. It's okay." He said and then stood up and held out a hand
"Food and a movie?" He asked. I nodded my head and smiled then took his hand and he pulled me off the bed. He pulled me in front of him and put his hands on my hips and guided us downstairs.
"The foods done." I said and Niall turned me around and took my face in his hands and wiped way the tears that stained my cheeks and then he kissed me on my lips again.
"Come on." I said and blushed. Then grabbed the two plates and walked over to the couch where I saw Puffles laying on his bed near the TV sleeping.
"He's so cute." I said and set the food down on the table and walked oer to Puffles and pet his soft fur. Luckily he didn't wake up.
"This movie?" Niall asked and held up Valentines Day. I laughed.
"Sure.." I said and he put in the DVD and I got up and sat on the couch.
"Well this is gonna be fun.." He said and sat next to me and he put his arm around me and pulled me into him. This is gonna be a long night.
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