Courting Ronnie Alonte

prologue

Writing this is like motivating myself.

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It's not easy to be a fan girl. To give and support them without receiving any in return.

But this is me, i love my job. To hid behind curtains and gadgets.

And happy for the one you idolized.
This is me when i idolized someone. I do everything to support them.

Willing to give everything . willingly supporting them.

And this is true love. You did everything knowing that you don't have something in return.

Even i feel something pinching. Bleeding inside of me. Its painful seeing then recognizing someone that didn't even do effort or something to be recognize and feel that they are better than you.