Ive known him for a while now, he never noticed me. I knew what he could do ,and i know that he was trouble. But i wanted him even more.. It all started in the 5th grade, before all the middle school drama and all the bull shit in my life. He was different, older, broder, different. I knew about the rumors and the drugs and all that crazy nosense. But i didnt belive it. His brother Mika was a bully, he used to make fun of me and call me all this crazy stuff. I didnt mind because everytime Mika was making fun of me I looked at him in the eye, and I saw my refection, I saw myself in him. He was about 5'3 , brod sholders, red hair, he wore eye liner, pale skin, he looked like a God to me. But what was I kidding I was in 5th grade off to 6th I didnt know what I was feeling. Was it love? Would I have a chance? Will I ever change? Or would I bump to him in the future and feel the same way? I would think about that everyday, untill the day I moved to a different city and started a new life.
~TWO YEARS LATER~
I totally forgot about him, it was the middle of the school year. I was almost out of the craphole that is called HMS. When my friend Selena mentioned a fammiliar name " This is my new Boyfriend," showing me a pic of the boy who had the same features,but a different coloured hair he had grown a lot, he looked better?! " His name is Justin, he is soo perfect " she said blushing with that wide smile on her face. "Ohhh, yea, perfect alright." I tryed to convence her that i was happy for her and it kinda worked, I guess she saw the fake smile. I'm not a good lier. But she went with it." OHH MYY GOSHH, Im in love Cece!!" she was soo happy and I couldnt find it in my heart to tell her that he was the boy of my dreams.So I went along acting like I I I was happy for them, But in reality I saw him in each of my dreams, for the next few months..
~FEW MONTHS LATER~
She broke up with him, I was soo shocked that she borke up with him. She didnt care about him, she moved on really qwick, went to prom with another guy and that was the end of that, I guess. It was the last couple days of school I was in a realtionship with a girl named Emma, and I just didnt feel it, he took over my heart and he didnt even know. We broke up on the last day of school and we are friends till this day.
~JULY~
I went to check my Instagram Feed to see if i gained any followers, and their he was!! "No big deal" I wispered, liying to myself. I clicked on the green check mark and started to browse thru his pics. He was soo handsome and with every pic i fealt the same feeling that when i was a small girl. I fell deeper, and deeper... I mesmurized by him, i fealt love? I risked by asking him to message me on kik I commented on his resant pic "kik?"... Five hours later he commented on my pic his kik name.. I died! I had soo much joy. I nearly exploded! So I waited for a couple of minutes and then messaged him:
ME: "Found u :3"
HIM: "Hey, whats up?"
ME: "Ummm looking up listening to Alice Copper, u?"
HIM: " U look familiar, do i know u from some ware?"
ME: " Yea but i doubt u even noticed me"
HIM: "Ohh kay.."
ME: *sends pic if myself from 5th grade..*
HIM: "Oh wow you've changed, not to be a jackass or anything but your boobs and ur ass filled up quite nicely"
ME: "How did u find me?"
HIM: "Ive been having dreams, about a gurl who looks like u.. i was browsing thru my exs ig followers and found u. U loom like the gurl of my dreams."
ME: " Wow nice pick up line dude, thats how u got Selena I bet."
HIM: *noticeing i cant be played* "im sorry if u think im joking arownd but its a 100% true."
ME: "Whatever makes u happy"
HIM: " Ur that gurl that Mika used to make fun of, right?"
ME: *I sigh remembering all the cutts and bruses that Mika made me do, how i fealt l like trash every day. and replyed* " Yea, he made me feel like shit."
HIM: " Im truly sorry that i just watched and never said anything. I fealt really bad, I just wanted you to know that im soo sorry and ive been in love with u for 2 years already and i didnt find u."
ME: "If ur gunna say all that bull crap to make me fall in love with u, and then let u brake my heart u are barking up the wrong tree boy."
HIM: "Im sorry for ur scares and ur bruses, i just wanna be the one who kisses them when u need me to."
ME: "PROMISE u wount hurt me?"
HIM: "Let me be the one u fall on."
ME: "Pinkie sware?"
HIM: "FOREVER"
