forgetful life: Part 1

THIS BOOK HAS NO CHAPTERS Purple mountains in the background, trees and short green grass. The scent of nature spreading across the horizon. In front of a wooden house with white paint barely trying to peel off. Not to hot and not to cold but cool enough to feel the wind blowing in your hair. An old car and truck sitting in front of the house in park. Not having to watch my little brother or do what my mother says while Pa was working most of the time. Just sitting on the porch swing rocking back an forth listening to the birds singing. Looking out at the field with the crops growing, the tractor parked and the barn quiet, Not a sound coming from the cows or chickens. Wearing my comfy cow girl clothes without digging in the dirt. Listening to the sound of my boots when they hit the floor for that split second, and wearing my cow girl hat with my hair pulled back in two pigtails braided by mothers soft comforting hands. Not having a care I the world about boys 'til that one special new guy came to the house to meet all the neighbors in the neighborhood. This guy was stopping by, I wonder why he would want to come here. He looks about my age since he is driving I hope he's not from the city. Watching him make is way to the door he spots me and turns is direction to greet me. Then he starts, "good afternoon miss my name is Jay Hathaway also known as the new kid in town". May I help you mr. Hathaway? "No help needed thank you for your consern Just roaming around and meeting my neighbors on my free time". Oh well I hope you like it here Jay it's very beautiful out here in the open. "I didn't catch your name may I ask", he states. Emree boarder, funny right? A country girl like me named after a nail filer. Than Jay begins," Are you kidding that's the most beautiful name I've ever heard especially from a lady as beautiful as you. Do you really think so? (Do . You. Really. Think. So. Do you really think so? What was I thinking, why didn't I say thank you.What is happening to me, why am I acting so weird, I can't control myself.) My heart starts to beat, I haven't smiled like this since the day I won at the cow show a couple years ago. " why yes of course I think so, it's was better than my real name", Jay begins. What's your real name Jay? "My real name is Jeremiah". See you name is way better than mine and describes you like I said early, beautiful. Well Jay I think you should go meet everyone else before you have to get back to work and before my parents find out about you coming to visit while I was home alone." Alrighty then", he begins, "I guess I'll see you soon have a great day". You too, I end as he drifts away from my house to his truck.he is opening the noise door that needs to be oiled and begins to climb into the truck, but stops himself to turn his head and ask, would you like to go to the movies or out for some coffee maybe?(Did he just ask me if I wanted to go on a date with him and I just met this sweet guy.) Sure I would love to but just as friends if that's fine with you. "That would be great so how about Friday night at 7 pm, is that good for you?",he asks me. That sounds like a plan see you Friday don't be late. He climbs back into his car and drives away slowly knowing that he is clearing watching me cause I'm so beautiful to him. Witch is sweet for him to say, I thin I'm asking falling for him and he is kind of cute. It's lunch time and my family is finally home mothers cooking her home made hamburgers and potato French fries. Pa is reading the news paper from yesterday paying no attention to the world, and Walker (My brother) is sitting in the floor playing with Jazzy (My dog). I bet she's having the time of her life getting loved by a boy that reads my dairy with my permission that I would never give to him. Walker is only 10 and still gets all the attention, the best gifts, and anything he wants. While I just get hand-me-downs from cousin Lena that lives 2 states away from us. But now that I'm 16 I can drive and so what ever I want plus do all the aarons mothers insists for me to do. (ℕє×ﾅ Ð@ყ.)Waking up in the morning at 7 and collecting fresh eggs for breakfast isn't the best time of the day, even though I was assigned to do it. If I don't pick eggs I don't get my allowance and other people don't get eggs. Walkers job is to milk the cows, just as important as my job but to me not as dangerous and less fun. Pa and mother pick the veggies and cook breakfast, but mother does most of the cooking. Today is officially Friday when I have to go to the movies with Jay, I wish I never said to go just as friends cause I think I really like him even though I just meet him yesterday but mother is the only one I've told, Pa would ground me and even worse kill Jay. Walker would just sing K-I-S-S-I-N-G over and over until I let him play on my computer. That old crappy thing is slower than a turtle crossing the road. Ill just give it to him for his birthday witch is coming up, at least I don't have to go shopping now. Mother keeps giving me advice about guys and telling me to look nice since its my first time "hanging" out with a boy. It gets really annoying but I just nod and smile cause no one wants to get her mad. I head over to the side if the fence to feed the horses and wash them up. I really enjoy hanging with the horses they are the only friends that I can tell everything to without telling everyone else. My horse Mudslide always listens to me, better than the others, even if she can't speak I can imagine what she would respond back. The feeling of her black and off white coat was so soft and smooth. I've had her since I was 11, we have been through so much together I would die if she ever disappeared. While I was talking to Mudslide about how my day could go and what might happen, describing to her what his handsome face looked like and how sweet he was, I heard a breaking of a branch. Looking around from side to side and front to back I see nothing, but I hear foot steps getting closer and then they stop.breathing heavier and heavier every second that goes by I keep looking but see nothing then all the horses on the left side start to freak out. Something has frightened them I wonder what it could be nothing like this has ever happened before. Then all of a sudden the biggest coyote I've ever seen jumps on top of one of the horses tearing it apart, all the horses are running out of the stable gaining speed every step they take trampling over one another. Then all I could see was black with a mild headache and throbbing hamstring.(1 week later). The smell of medicine and clean sheets come to my senses, talking on and on about something I don't even remember doing. A hand touching my arm and the other playing with my long light brown hair. I can't seem open my eyes I don't know what's going on, someone is pressing a cold circular object to my chest and squeezing arm hearing the sound of air gently and slowly exiting the space around my arm. Then I gently go into a deep sleep after feeling a sharp needle poke me in the inner elbow. (ℕє×ﾅ Ð@ყ). I hear nothing and see nothing but feel something hold my hand not my mother, Pa, or walker, this hand was warm and comforting someone's hand that I've never held to before. Then a voice begins to speak. " I've read in line that people in commas can hear you talk to them and this seems kinda crazy but I need to say something that's been bothering me for the past week", they start. It's Some guy ! Some guy is holding my hand and talking to me but I can't seem him. Wait, did he just say I was in a comma and its been a little over a week. The strange man begins, " I was walking to gather some crops when I saw the horses roaming around and one dead horse in the stable torn to shreds, then stepped on you walking backward and Hears you make a moaning sound". " I picked you up and carried you to the front door of you house explaining to your family what happened that I could see, so they drove you to this prison like place that I don't even like to visit at times but I came to see you and ask how your doing"." Your mother, he begins again, "finally figured out who I was"." That day we where suppose to hang out the day you got in the comma I wanted to plan the perfect date even though you said you wanted to go as friends cause I have this feeling with you that I never felt before, I think.......I think..... I love you". Who is thus guy and why is he telling me he loves me? I really wish he could tell me who he was maybe then I could remember him. "They said you had memory lose and that you might not remember a lot of things, but I really hope you remember me, he starts again". "Your probably wondering who this is huh? Well it's jay if that names rings a bell". "I wish you could talk to me ,because I feels silly talking and not knowing if you can hear it or not". I hope you can here it because it'll be hard to tell you I you weren't in this hospital bed". The door opens he lets go of my hand and people start to work on my again poking me and squeezing me over and over. Great I was holding a strangers hand while in a comma and memory lose and don't even know him, but he claims to know me. (ℕє×ﾅ Ð@ყ). A group of people that sound like a man woman and boy are talking over me. The woman is weeping, the boy just wants to go home, and the man is crying, repeating over and over stay with me I can't lose you I can't run the farm without you. Did I live on a farm? I bet it was a pretty farm full of crops. I wish I could respond to them somehow but all I can do breathe and talk to myself it takes every muscle just to flare my nose when it itches. "Let's go get some lunch", says the nice woman in the room. They all walk out and I hear the door close, the room is silent. Oh great on top of everything else I have to pee how am I suppose to get up if I ant even open my eye lids. Maybe I should try to open my eyes first, taking all the strength I've got it takes me what feels like hours to open them. I can finally see, now that I can see where I'm going and what I'm doing I feel a little releaved knowing I'm not going to die. I still can't remember why I'm here maybe I fell or something attacked me. I don't know what happened but it put me in this horrible place where there's white walls and things sticking in my arm. The smell of medicine floating through the air and the sound of foot steps walking down the hall way. Maybe someone will come in and help me to the bathroom soon. There's a read button I wonder what it does but i don't know I should push it, it might get me help. A couple minutes later some really handsome guy came in to visit me but I kept my eyes closed cause I really don't feel like company right now all I want to do is pee. He begins, "hey I'm back again, I got you some really pretty flowers that reminded me of you". ( this guy is really nice I am tempted to look at the flowers but I'm scared of this guy because I don't know who he is. He might be trying I play a trick on me.) the stranger grabs my hand and continues to talk about his day and how everyone is calling him a hero for Saving my life.(I still think he is playing a trick on me because he knows that I can open my eyes) ill play a little trick on him then but the only thing I can do is open my eyes so I guess it would just be a merical to him. "If you can hear me", he continues," please give me a sign I want to make sure you are ok". Well I don't want to scare this guy but he asked for it. I open my eyes looking at the ceiling and see in the corner of my eye he is digging his face in my hand. I can't really move so I just sit there, trying to get his attention by blinking as fast as I can. He just sits there with his eyes closed saying nothing. I have to find something else to get his attention, the only thin I can do is squeeze his hand, but I have used all my strength to open my eyes. Then I hear people coming again and start to poke me it's really annoying but I still feel the guy holding my hand. He makes me feel safe like everything will be ok, I guess they think its ok for him to stay in here because they probably think I won't make it or something. I have to show them I'm ok, I hope they see me blinking my eyes here I go again. I start blinking as fast as I can, finally the nurse looks at my face and can see that I'm blinking. She pushes the red button I was wondering about, jumping up and down with a big smile on her face. Telling the stranger to look that I can see, he seems to be crying with tears of joy. Strange people with lab coats and things over their mouth continue to come in and seem so amazed. The guy is still holding my hand, while one of the people wearing a lab coat talks on the phone telling someone that I opened my eyes like I was a new born baby or something. Repeating that it was very rare for someone with a comma opens there eyes before they get the muscles back to move around. Something I didn't see is being stuck through my arm and pulled me away from reality.(ℕє×ﾅ Ð@ყ). I open my eyes still in this horrible place that keeps nocking me out. People aRe staring at me and erring excited they are hurt my hand and squeezing my checks telling me that they didn't believe the doctors. I don't know who these people are I want to ask them but I can't speck. I wish they would leave though because they are getting really annoying. I just want to go home where ever that is at. Man I'm really hungrey I wish they would go eat and send someone to feed me. A couple hours later they finally leave when it feel silent cause they had nothing else to say gladly. And someone brings me food but in a straw cause I can't chew yet.(minutes later). The strange guy comes in and is telling me that I need to try and speak or move so I could go home sooner. Then he said that I could move in with him and his older brother cause my parents thank I should be watched and safe at the same time. Who are my parents are try even nice enough to come visit me or is it those people with the boy. So I try to move it takes all my energy to but I eventually set up and start to get use to moving again, He helps me as I use him for balance until I just can't move any more. He helps me on my uncomfortable cold hospital bed and takes out some flash card with words written on them. After about 3 hours I can talk normally but still can't move that well. The room falls silent so I just begin to say, who are you and why are you helping me? "I am, he started, Jay your next door neighbor and have a huge crush on you". Who am I? "You are Emree the most beautiful female alive". Oh, ok well why am I here? I want to be home where ever that is. "You are here because I saw you laying on the ground nocked out, home is where I found you taking care of the horses at the time when something probably frightened them to scare them and and trample over you. Oh, how long have I been here? "1 week and 3 days", he responds. Oh, can you take me with you? To where, he responds. Where ever you are going. "Oh. Well I'll see if your new room is done and ready for its new owner",Jay said. He steps out of the room and leaves the door cracked. He's talking to himself, asking questions to no one be passing back and and forth. He's coming back in he room. My brother said your room is ready should I call a nurse to help u dress? he questions me. Um sure, I answer. The nurse comes in seconds later like she was prepared for the call. She instructed me on how to dress myself, telling me how I have to relearn everything. Because something made me forget everything, describing to me how I was in a coma and a concussion. witch sounded pretty serious. After I was dressed and ready to go I relized I would need help everyday until new he to do all these little things. Jay comes back and already loaded up my things and brought my things from my old house to my new house. Well it's official on the way to this guys house I couldn't remember anything. "where are we really going", I asked. "Well", he started, "actually change of planes I asked your family if you had any history in the past that could have leaded to this situation". Turns out we don't really have wolves or any dangerous mammals around here. We are going to Georgia to keep you safe in my hands.
(to be continued)