ariana
i went over to sean's house to check up on him. earlier he texted me that he wants to talk face to face at his house. so i agreed, but i wasn't worried.
i knocked on his door, he immediately opened it.
"hey ba-" i got cut off by him telling me, "just come in."
i nodded my head and he closed the door behind me.
"sean what is it?" i told him as i sat on the couch.
"we gotta talk."
"umm, about what?"
"about us."
and that's when i knew we were breaking up. i tried to pretend like i didn't know because i didn't want this to end in any other way.
"oh..what's going on?"
"don't act like you don't know, ari. i know you've been seeing other people."
what the hell is this man talking about?
"why are you lying to me?" i asked him. "the only person in this relationship that i put all of my trust into is you."
"ariana. listen to me. i knew you weren't here last night. you told me you went to tori's house. but on twitter, you said that you went to a party and got some boys' numbers. you really think i wouldn't know?"
then, i remembered, tori was on my phone and she was roleplaying with her stupid internet friends. none of my followers noticed, and during her roleplay thing, i was taking a shower. god, tori gets me into trouble way too fucking much.
i decided to keep silent because i really didn't feel like arguing with sean right now. i went to the kitchen to get some coke, but he followed me there, eyeing me in the most annoyed way.
i grabbed a cup. "what, sean?"
he took my cup and slammed it on the ground. "look, you got some explaining to do. why would you lie to me thinking that i wouldn't figure out?"
i rolled my eyes and said, "sean, pick my cup up." he didn't do anything, just stared at me.
"answer me." he wasn't too happy and if i told him the truth, he wouldn't believe it.
"tori was roleplaying on my phone when i was in the shower. there, are you happy?"
he shook his head. "why would you allow her to get on your phone in the first place?"
did this man even hear a word that i said? "i was in the shower, sean. i don't even know why she wanted to get on my phone."
sean walked out of the kitchen, almost tripping on the cup he just slammed. he went into his room without saying a word.
no breakup? nothing? wow.
but he soon came out of his room with my clothes, makeup, and my shoes. "here, take your stuff."
is he serious?
i blinked a few times and slowly took my stuff. "why are you giving me my stuff?"
"because it's your stuff. you need to keep this at your house. don't bring it back."
"if you're telling me w-"
"just...take your clothes out of my house. might as well consider taking yourself out of my house too. i don't want you to come over anymore, ariana."
i'm so done with sean. he's kicking me out of his house when i bluntly told the truth to him. he never understands me...
"no. i'm not leaving your house. you just don't know how to accept the truth and i made it pretty obvious. stop god damn assuming shit and learn how to listen." i dropped my stuff on his couch and sat on it.
he came over to me and laughed. "you're real funny ariana. real funny. aye, you know what's not funny?" he paused and tilted his head. "what's not funny is your attitude to me. you can go ahead and assume that you can stay in my house, but that's not the fucking truth. leave my house and take all of your junk with you. don't talk back to me either."
i felt my tears starting up and they were so close to falling, but i'm a strong woman and i didn't let any of them come out. i gathered all of my 'junk' and started walking towards the door. i can't believe sean would do this. he's literally not listening to the truth and if he continues to not listen to the truth, he's not going to get anywhere.
"you forgot your shoe," he said to me when i was walking to the door. i turn back around and as soon as i see sean, the tears start streaming down my face.
he didn't say anything, he just pointed to my other heel. i grabbed it and left his house.
i fall in his driveway, landing on all of my clothes, and just sob for what seemed like hours. i saw all of the lights turn off after a while and grabbed my phone.
{ 4 new text messages from Tori Baeee 💞 }
tori: hey girl
tori: hello?
tori: are you at sean's omg
tori: ariana butera grande answer this phone!!
i sighed, leaving tori on read.
if you think about it, this was all her fault.
if the girl never got on my phone, this crisis wouldn't have even happened and sean wouldn't be so mad at me.
if tori never got on my phone, sean would have never broken up with me.
i finally pick up my all of my stuff, making sure i didn't leave any shoes behind. i got in touch with an uber driver and waited for the car to come. then, tori texted me again.
tori: i know you read this.
tori: where are you girl? you ain't at your house let me pick you up!
i texted her back:
ari: i'm coming to your house using an uber driver. don't worry i'll let you know what happened.
she immediately responded. is she worried for me?
tori: why what happened?
tori: oh wait you're gonna tell me when you're over here. nevermind. okay.
i shook my head and the car pulled up. i sniffled and struggled to fix my hair so i looked decent. but i'm sure the driver won't mind.
i got into the car and i couldn't believe the person who was driving.
to be continued...
