I honestly thought I was special, I thought I was cute. I thought I could sing. I even thought that I could write, but then I got to high school. Every girl I see is stunninly gorgeous not a single thing is flawed on them. I look in the mirror and the first thing I see is the countless flaws... I was singing during gym and someone said I sounded like I was dying. I heard them start singing and I was blown away they were amazing better than I can ever hope to be. Then came the incident last week. I was writing, the last thing I was pretty sure I was good at. I was writing a cute little story and someone asked to read it and they wanted me to read their story, so being polite I let her read my story and I read hers. Her story was the best thing I've ever read in my life and when she was done reading mine she just said. "Its not bad." And walked away. Everything I thought I was has been proven wrong and it's breaking my heart. Each and everyday I feel dumber and uglier. I want to tell my Dad but he'd think I was over reacting and my Mom would only make it worse...I'm about ready to give up.
