Enamorarse

Chapter 4⏳

" Girl what kind of bed do you want? " I don't want to get a pink one because that's too damn girly pink is a cute color but my dog will not have a pink bed .

I saw a little bage bed with plush interior inside and I grabbed it.

I also got her some dog treats and dog food the soft kind and a bag of the hard kind to keep her healthy.

I got dog bowls, a sparkly leash, and a pooper scooper along with some doggie bags.

I started walking to the cash register as Hope followed behind me.

I smiled because it's been a few hours and she already knows to follow me

" How are you today? " The cashier asked with a smile

" Im doing okay how are you- " I was interupped as my father called me ignoring his call I smiled at the Cashier she was a little over 25 a beautiful black woman.

" Are you okay? " she said I quickly nodded wiping my face she told me the total and I gave her the cash and grabbed my bags.

Hope followed me idk where to go but I'm just not going home

Padre❤ : Get home now so we can talk please 11:36 am

Me : Na 11:36 am

I know that may be disrespectful but the hurt I'm feeling I really don't have respect for them . I can't put in words the anger I felt when I heard coaches voice.

I wanted to kill them both what I said was disrespectful but I will not apologize because I meant every word I said .

Nobody understands why this hurts, hell I don't even understand why this hurts I can't get over my momma after 3 years.

I don't want to see my dad with anyone else but my mom. It took me 2 years to get over her death.

There's a part of me that think she's going to be back and this hurt will all be over but it's not and when I admit and understand she is not coming back I'll be okay but I just can't seem to say it .

Padre❤ : You don't mean that 11:37 am

Me : I do , I hate you so much I don't understand why would you have her there like everything is okay? And don't dare say your sorry because your not . 11:37 am

Padre❤ : I am, I really am 11:38 am

I shook my head wiping my tears driving off I know I said i wasn't coming back but where am I gone go? Well I could go to a hotel but I want to be in my bed with hope .

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After just driving around and going to dinner I pulled in my driveway and got out grabbing all this shit I bought for Hope and hitting the locks I walked in the house.

Sighing loud I walked up the stairs and started placing hopes shit where she would be sleeping because my pillows are not her bed.

After doing that I showered and put on some boy shorts and a long black t shirt. Hearing a knock at door I rolled my eyes walking over opening it I sighed thanking God it was Jaceyon