you know, my English is not very good at all. so please, just bear with it ^____^
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"You sure you wanna do this?" she asked while her tears are rolling endlessly on her cheeks.
I remain silent. am i really ready? is this what i really want? minutes passed when i spoke.
"Yes. I want this.... for my Bestfriend's happiness.
"please don't do this. please Abby, pleaseeee." she bow down her head and almost kiss the floor. My sister is begging.
"Please Ate, don't make this hard for me." i cried too.
"B-but----" i cut her off.
" and besides, i will die eventually."
she cried more because of what i said. after an half hour of crying, she faced me.
"Okay.prepare yourself little sister." she kissed me on the cheeks, hugged me tightly and left my room.
i layed on my bed and started crying again..
<FLASHBACK>
"Hey best!" i said sounded happy.
I already know my illness but i didn't tell my bestfriend about it. i don't want him to be sad because of me. Everyday i always pretend that i'm strong
and dont have this monster inside my head. i have this called brain tumor. but everyday, i also get weaker and weaker.
"Oh hey." he gave me a weak smile.
"Hmmm... Any problem?"
he didn't answer me. he remain silent.
"C'mon, you can tell me." i said while pulling his sleeves like a child.
he looked directly in my eyes that made me feel uneasy.
"it's Sera." oh his girlfriend. she is Seraphine. his girlfriend for 3 years and in that three years, i suffered.... because i also love my
Bestfriend as much as his girlfriend love him.
"what about her?"
he did'nt respond for a sec. and in just one blinked, he blurted out his tears. i don't know why so that made me panic.
"H-hey! what's the matter?" i hugged him tight
"Abby, Sera's sick. her heart, it's weak. her heart is weak. i cant afford to loose her."
i was shocked. i don't know what is the right word to comfort him. My bestfriend is lonely, because sera is sick? i wonder if he'll knew
that i'm sick too, will he cry the same as he cry for her girlfriend?
"shss.."
"She'll be taken to America for medication. Abby, i-i'll go with her." A teardrop fell from my eyes.
"B-but---"
"we have to find a heart donor." he said sounded so despair.
"I understand."
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8 months had passed, when i recieve a text from him.
Fr: Nate <3
"Het Abby, we'll be heading back to philippines tomorrow. See you."
well finally! i'll get to see him again!
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"Hey i missed you!" i hugged him tightly, i heard him chuckled.
"I missed you too." he smiled at me.but i can see in his eyes the sadness. so sad that now, his eyes are getting wet. and one by one his tears fell
