Lilac. {Muke/Lashton High School AU}

Prologue

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Ever since Luke could remember he had always wanted to be able to wear the stuff his mom did. The beautiful dresses, the make up, and he wanted to be himself. His true self, the one where some day he could dress as a 'boy' and the next as a 'girl' and it not be weird. It was at age 6 where he realized that it wasn't really normal for a boy to do that, so he pushed it away. Filing it into the back of his mind away from people and made it his secret. He would always steal his moms makeup while she was out of the house, he would always just go and look through her clothes admiring them.

And another habit he liked was shaving, it was his legs mostly because they were always covered. He was afraid to tell people, to show his family who he really was. He felt like what he was doing was scandalous and every time he was his true self he felt paranoid. He always felt on edge even when he knew he was home alone, Luke felt like his parents would be disappointed in him. But what he didn't know is that his family already knew.

They could tell from the remains of eyeliner that he had forgotten to remove one day, or by the hidden stuff under his bed. But they didn't confront him, they hoped that he would come to them soon. They waited for the day that Luke was ready. They knew he was probably scared but they let him do what he needed to do. Liz bought an extra of every makeup products she had, so Luke could have his own set without her just outing it. She would always smile when she saw that a lip stick or mascara was taken.

She knew that this was the easiest way to help Luke while still letting him do it on his own. She even bought him clothes that she thought he would like for when it finally happened. And Luke's father was fully supportive of her doing these things, he knew that his son was hiding himself and it killed him to think that some people would hurt their own child because of something like this. But no, he wasn't going to do that, he actually started to help Liz in her expeditions. But mostly leaving it to her because he'll be honest, he isn't the greatest at fashion.

Luke of course was oblivious to all of this, still sneaking around. He was stock piling his moms makeup that he didn't think she would miss. And one day when he were going school shopping with Liz, Ben, and Jack was when he decided it was time. They were at the local mall, Liz told them to go into whatever shops they wanted and handed them some money trusting that they would get the right things and hoping Luke would get the things he truly wanted. But Luke didn't know that so he just nodded and followed his brothers.

He eventually lost them in a crowd of people but Luke thought maybe this is what he needed. So for the first time he decided to go into a shop he's seen plenty of girls go into. He was surprised when he didn't get any weird looks, just friendly smiles. He wandered over to the selection of sweaters, skirts, and leggings. Luke knew that his eyes must be gleaming right now, he ran his fingers over a grey knitted sweater that was slightly cropped feeling it's softness, he knew it was time. He grabbed a size he hoped would fit and went back to browsing.

He ran his fingers over the soft material of a pair of black leggings and he knew he wanted them instantly. Luke felt like he was doing the right thing and it felt good to get the things he truly wanted. And then, something caught his eye, in a section of the store was Luke's most beautiful desire, panties. He decide that the other clothes could wait, he felt slightly awkward as he went over to them but Luke didn't really care. He ran his hands over a pair of lilac lace panties and he knew that those needed to be in his closet.

He figured he would need a medium or a large to fit as he grabbed them. His eyes flew over the different pairs and he couldn't stop with just one pair. He then picked out a baby pink pair, and ruby red lace pair, and other cute lazy day ones. In all he knew that he should stop because otherwise he'd have no other clothes. He went back through browsing through all the soft graphic tees and the cardigans and jeans. He found a lot of stuff he liked and when he knew he'd done enough damage he went to the dressing rooms.

He sneaked in, not wanting to get weird looks and set down the garments. He decided first to try on the under wear, just one to make sure he had chosen the size correctly. When finding that he did and how good the lace and colors looked against his pale skin he moved on. Some of the shirts didn't fit right but most did. The multiple pairs of leggings he loved, he adored they way the felt and looked and he felt like he would never go back to jeans again. And then there was one last item to try, the pastel purple skater skirt.

He was nervous, but he pulled it over his smooth long legs and rested it on his waist. It was a medium and was perfect, just the right length and not too tight. He decided he loved the style and that he had to grab the lacy baby blue one he saw as well. Luke was ecstatic, he couldn't wait to go home and be himself. He was scared of his family's judgment though, he didn't want them to hate him but at least Luke was now embracing himself. He went to the register and cashed out, and once again no weird look but as he went to turn away the girl said that she knew he would look great in his new clothes and that she hoped he found everything alright.

Luke's cheeks flushed and he said thanks while rushing out. Now it was time to find his mom which shouldn't be that hard. The only places she went was a makeup store, Victoria's Secret, and some weird clothing place. He knew he favorite was VS so he went there first. And surprise, surprise there she was looking at the underwear on the Pink side. When he finally caught up to her the first thing she notice was the bag. Luke heart stopped, but when she just smiled he could breathe again.

She just told him to go pick out some stuff and help her find a good pair of leggings, and to say Luke was relived was an understatement. He picked out some stuff and when his brothers showed up and made no problem with what store Luke went to he knew he was okay. He knew that his family was okay with it, and to prove it even more when he got home and saw his dad holding the compiled clothes and extra makeup they got him made Luke knew that it was okay to be himself. The next challenge though, was the world as nice as his family?

**Sooo, did you like it?? Please let me know!! This story is brand new, even on ao3 so I'll reallyyyyy appreciate it 😁😁. Also later on you'll understand why it could be either Muke or Lashton lol**