Falling...

There's Nothing To It

First things first, let me get one thing straight! There is one thing in life that I absolutely loathe, well two actually, but let me tell you the first one. 1. I hate life! What is there to do? Just lie around and go out on your hover-board or watch a 100 inch TV. People are so engrossed in this futuristic technology that you have no friends (unless you count friends on sims) and the people who actually want to get a life have nothing to do and no one to talk to! 2. I hate America! I moved here as a child and, I tell you, I thought the UK was bad, this is horrendous. How are you meant to keep fit? There is tons of fatty foods that will tempt you until you get a £20 note out of your purse. It wouldn't be that bad, except, I came here because of the humongous green parks that I could run around once and it would be at least 5km.

But I'm stuck with living here until I can pluck a feather of courage to talk to someone. But I guess, even if I tried, I'd just get shunned away! Pluck my last heart string if you haven't heard of the saying 'Oh, I wish the ground would just open up and swallow me right up!' Well, I don't know how many times I have said that to myself, it's so sad. Life is really not worth living at the moment. Someone has to come and save me from this torturous place but I guess I haven't found that 'somebody' yet, but what's more; I don't think I ever will...

Anyway, let's stop with the negative and start thinking positive. Right, let me think... Oh yeah! There is nothing positive to think about! Stupid ME! Maybe I think that I better tell you where I am, why I am here, how I got here and all that stuff, but I won't tell it as me, wait I will, but in a story type mode, if you know what I mean. Oh, how I hate life, it's so horrible, one day someone who has no fear will stand up and say something but that will probably never happen. Wait, I already told you that! Better get on!

Wait, one more thing, I 'm not usually a soppy person but sometimes, when times are desperate, I just let it all go. So I'm warning you, if you have a soft heart, unlike me, then don't read it before beddy-byes or any other stupid time like that. I'm sure you will enjoy it, or rather not enjoy it but I have a strange feeling that something else is going to happen and I need to tell you this first so, enough of me talking and yeah, see ya next chapter!