Poetry~

Smile...Please..

I've been able to do it for so long...

Even after what's happened..

Overdose

Cutting

Not eating

I smile at day, as much as I can.

At night

I'm crying

I'm breaking

I'm blaming myself

For not being able to help much.

You say that I have helped you stop,

That you said no to your bad actions,

But I wanted to stop you,

Before it even happened.

Please..

No more crying

No more suicidal thoughts.

I'd do anything to keep you all happy

To see all your smiles,

To hear your laughter.

If I had to sacrifice my own life,

To carry all of the pain and agony,

 So I could make you smile

And get rid of all of the

Depression

Suicidal thoughts and actions

Crying

Pain.

You have no idea 

How fast I would give everything away.

I'm already breaking slowly,

So..

I don't see what's wrong,

With my death

For the sake of your happiness.

Don't worry about me.

Because no matter how much pain I'm in,

I'll always smile, for you.