LIfe is a Bitch Here 's my pain

The start of my thoughts Part 1

I know everyone's looking for some sob story but my mind will not fall in that category. People say make what you got work and honestly those are the type of people that have their shit together. Money, women, kids and popularity. I mean its so stupid to me how can you tell someone to make their shitty lives work when you have everything that a man can want. I am not a hard person to get to know. I am very simple and down to earth its just that their's a lot shitty people that surrounds me. I think what must be going through half the population brains like what makes a person call someone a fag or a fat bitch for no complete reason . Did that so called fag or fat bitch hurt you? like people brain's seem to be skrinking more and more everyday. People seem to hate themselves so they lash on people that's a little different then them. I mean so if a guy finds another guy more attractive is he trying to like you, I don't think so.Who cares if Sarah like's a little more Twinkies then you could stomach. Let Sarah be Sarah but people seem to care more about what others do without checking themselves first. Love is just such a funny thing right i use to think love was something special well that turned out to be a bunch of bullshit. People might disagree with me but I learned a few a things at this young age and that is not to fall in love in this time and day. You will end up getting hurt over and over again. So i learn to be very harsh when it comes to that word love. I believe honestly some people make it work and maybe that's what love making is it work through hardships. Until i see that i don't believe love is present. I mean it kills me everyday because I once was in love now i don't believe in love. The lies are all familiar when it comes to a relationship. The quotes I will love you forever, you are my woman and I will never hurt you. If you haven't realize yet those lies soon you will get a rude awakening. People seem to look at what's easier and think that's all too it . Love is not wearing matching t shirts and sneakers calling each other bae. That's a bunch of bullshit within a month your relationship will end up being fake and you will break up. That's the reality of that word we like to use love. I am very real in thought because I have no choice but to be real in thought. Its like walking over fire if your not real with your self you will end up getting burned. A lot of people husbands or wives end up cheating and they know what theirs husbands and wives where doing but they pretend like it wasn't happening. This my friends is called pure stupidity and I say this because am real. We can't  just have fake thoughts and be fake knowing whats actually reality. I hate people like this and i realize a lot of people that fall into this category. I really don't believe in lieing to yourself. If you know that this piece of fry chicken is going to make you put on weight that you keep complaining about why do you still eat the piece of fry chicken. This is a next example of not being real to oneself. Don't complain about  something  you have no intentions of changing. This Is what I don't like the same people over and over complain about this and that yet they know they cannot change what they are complaining  about or they have no will power to change. People like this make me sick to my stomach. Comment below tell me what you think about my topic in this chapter