Bullied. H.S

When Will The Bullying End?!

Ariana's POV

After we talked an listened to Maggie's college stories it was about 11:00 pm. And I still haven't told Harry if I was going to go back out with him.. I got snapped out of my thoughts by everyone standing up and saying goodbye. I really wasn't in the mood to talk because I still had to think, so when nobody was looking I ran down to the park. I think Harry will show up soon. He always does. I sent a text to Maggie saying to let mum know that I was at the park..Then started pacing around thinking. So, if I go back out with Harry we both will be happy again. But Angie might hurt me when Harry isn't near me.. Like what if he went to camp?! Ok never mind... And if we stay broken up.... I don't even want to think about what I'd do to myself, but Harry would probably never leave me alone. And it's pretty obvious we both still really like each other. Theres only one obvious solution. Keep thinking. So I started thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking, but then it hit me. I need to stand up to Angie. As in tell her to fuck off. I started walking in the direction towards Angie's house but as I was about to cross the road I turned around and saw Harry. Really? Reaallyy? I just decided to ignore him and walk across the street. When I was at the other side I looked at Harry. And he looked back at me but his facial expression showed that he was confused. He doesn't need an explanation, I thought to myself. So walked to Angie's house. And before I was about to knock I turned back and gave Harry a weak smile. He looked at me like 'what the hell are you doing...?' I decided to ignore him again. Then I knocked. It took a couple of minutes until Angie's mum answered the door. "Hi, can I help you?" She smiled. How can this sweet lady give birth to that troll bate? "Is Angie home?" I asked, "Yea come on in." She said while letting me into her house. I walked over to the window and saw Harry. His mouth dropped as if he couldn't believe what I was doing right now. Well I can't believe it either so were even. "Are you Ariana?" Angie's mum asked me. I turned around to face her. "Yea, how'd you know?" I asked. But how did she know? I've never been to Angie's house before.. Oh great, does Angie talk bad about me at home too? "Angie talks about you all the time." She smiled. Wait what. Why is she smiling? Doesn't Angie talk BAD about me? "W-what does she say about me?" I stuttered. "She's always saying how pretty you are and how she's so jealous of you." I swear my mouth dropped to the end of earth. What the actual fuck? How is she jealous of me? What's there to be jealous of anyways? I have cut marks, depression, everyone hates me. Except for Harry. Angie's mum called for her and within a minute Angie was downstairs. She didn't seem to notice me, she just turned to her mum and asked, "Is Jade here?" Her mum shook her head and pointed it towards my direction. Angie turned around and saw me. Standing there. Staring. Her mouth dropped and I knew she was totally shocked. Her mum went upstairs so she could leave us alone. "What are you doing here? I don't like ugly slut's in my house." She snapped. "Slut? How am I a freaking slut. Your the one who lost her virginity at 11" I snapped back. "Hey, that was a mistake we were just kids we didn't know any better" She rolled her eyes. I rolled mine right back at her. "Why are you even here?" She raised her voice. "Because im trying to tell you to fuck off and leave me alone!" I yelled. "Why should I?? It's not like you hurt yourself, I just tease you" She rolled her eyes while laughing. "Think it's funny? Do you think THIS is funny?!" I yelled while showing her my cut marks on both arms. "Woah what happened?" She asked while reaching out to touch the marks, but I quickly jerked back. "YOU. YOU happened, YOU do this to me. YOU are such a bully!!!" I yelled while running out of her house, I avoided Harry trying to ask me what happened. All I did was run. Run to my house and in my room. FUCK MY LIFE.

Angie's POV

Ugh, I feel so bad. Even worse now that know im her bully, and the reason she self harms. It's just, she's so pretty, and Harry even thinks she's attractive. I guess, I'm just jealous of her. I've always been jealous of her, but I don't want her or anyone to know that so l'll continue to bully her nothing could go wrong right? Right? Right.

*Le Next Day*

Ariana's POV

I decided to ignore the world and actually go to school today. No turning back now, I thought as I walked into the classroom and sat down. No turning back..

*Le After School, Still Arianas POV*

As I was walking home I felt as if someone was watching me..Then again today I felt like I was being stalked... I turned around and in a distance I saw Angie staring at me. Ok, maybe she's just walking home, so I kept walking. 2 minutes later I turn around and now Stacie is with her walking towards me, ok maybe Stacie is going to Angie's house, I thought. 2 minutes later I turn around again and now Jade is with Stacie and Angie. Ok, now I'm getting kinda scared... I started walking faster just to turn around and saw they were walking faster too, I ran past Angie's house and they ran past her house too, ok yea well where's Harry when you need him now?? This is exactly what I was afraid of, now I know I can't get back together with Harry. I could die!!! Overreacting again... I ran across the street and to my house, they ran across the street too. It's official. I'm gonna die. I rushed into my house and locked the door. Once it did that it ran over to the window and they were in front of my house talking. Eventually they saw me and walked over to the window with an unreadable expression, but if looks could kill, I'd be dead by now.

---------------------------------------------Haay, Im so sorry I haven't updated I've been thinking of what to write and juss decided to leave it. So yea, Message Me or text meh >_< I'm bored nowadays, except for Ariana and Maggie who made me laugh all day long, and usually do.. Anyways hopefully chapter 10 will be up soon, ttyl ~Serena, CeCe, Rena, Bubbles

XD I go by any of those names