Hey guys so I wrote this a couple months ago, and I just found it again and decided "why not" and published it. So yeah. Hope you enjoy 😂
All written by me.
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I think I've fallen so far that I can't even see the light. My eyes are blinded by only your figure. Your beautiful eyes. Your untidy blonde hair. Your sweet smile. Your kind soul. How you care for everyone, and everything. You are the most amazing person I've met. But I can't have you. You aren't mine. I know that, but I wish you were. You care so much for me. You say that you wish I was yours, but you don't do anything. I try. But it doesn't work. But how is it that your kind soul messes me up SO much! You've brain washed me. All I think about is you. If only you knew how much I loved you.
Your not helping me, but I continue to fall helplessly for you.
I'm not a coffee drinker, but I lost sleep just thinking of you. So pour me a cup. Where ever you are, I'll follow. I'll be with you always. I just need you here. I feel like your here, but you aren't. Your heart is locked up in a cage and I feel like everyone has the key, except me. The key is hidden from me. And I need to find it, but I've been searching through the tunnel, digging and digging through, until I've fallen too deep into the hole of being brainwashed by you.
Look, just look down. I'm right here waiting for you to just pass me the end of the rope, and you would pull me up and I'd fall into your arms. You'd hold me tight as I'd finally be yours.
God I watch to many cheesy romance movies.
Why did I let you into my heart. The gates were completely sealed. But then you walked right up to it and pulled it apart with one swift motion. Now your stuck in there. The gates are locked. I can never get you out of my head, or out of my heart. How will I ever focus? All I think about is you. Your not on my mind, you live in it.
Everyone tells me I should move on, but how on earth could I? It's like you've smashed a window, and there is no use trying to put the parts back together. It's too difficult. It's impossible. But not as impossible as forgetting you. Your stuck in my head, it's not just like it's one section. You are every single thought I have every day.
But of course, we are both so young. So stupid, we would never work. But here I am, I'm losing you. We are starting to get to far apart. I feel us trying to hold on but it won't work. You'll soon move on to someone, you'll soon fall in love with her, you'll both get married. You'll be so happy.
And I'll just be that girl you had a meer crush on in school.
That hurt so much to type.
It's hard to get three words across, and I'm betting you'd never believe me. Since these words are said everyday but everyone lies about them. Then don't mean these words.
But I do. I mean it.
I mean it when I say,
I love you.
❤️
