A for Anxious

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  1.09.2010  

"It is my first day at my first university. I had passed the exams with flying colours. I can't thank my brother enough.I'm nervous. I shouldn't be. I'm sure I'll make friends. My brother would be the only one who understands. He's older than me, so he's been through all of what is still waiting for me.He wanted to become a lawyer, I want to become a doctor..."  

"What if something goes wrong? What if people think of me as a freak? My head is full of questions, but that is the place, where I have to say: mother knows best. I know, my dear diary, that I sound like the evil woman from Tangled, but really, one thing that my mother taught me was that I have to keep my head up high no matter what happens. Well, wish me and the university good luck, because years of studying to be a doctor, here I come!"

 Well, wish me and the university good luck, because years of studying to be a doctor, here I come!"

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  3.09.2010 

"I have made a few friends. They are very nice. One of them wants to become a designer, she is in a different section. The other one wants to become a lawyer, just like my brother, and my closest friend is focusing on becoming a doctor, like me. 

The designer's name is Nike. I almost immediately thought of the greek goddess (Nike is the goddess of victory in ancient greek mythology). I like her personality, she's really confident and smart. She always gives me advice when I need it. 

Charmion. She is a girl who studies law, and I think she fits to be a lawyer. She is very honest and always thinks which way to solve problems (fights), so it would be fair for both sides.

And finally, the doctor, who is also my best friend and advisor, Ryder. It is not weird to have a best friend who is a guy, right? Besides, we get along very well. All of us. I guess that is all for now, I'm pretty busy, but the lectures are quite interesting. I thought we would be stuck with an old man blabbing about how dangerous cancer is, but instead, the lectures are well-made, but also a little hard to understand (Latin words to memorize)."

9.09.2010

"I don't know what to do. There is one girl in this university, Ashley, and she makes me feel so bad. When we first made eye contact, I knew there was something wrong with her. Then, she started insulting me. And today, before my last lecture started, she said something, that left a mark in my heart. It's replaying in my head over and over again. I can't forget it. It keeps haunting me. One part of me wants to discuss it with my friends, the other part tells me that they have their own problems and I should not bother them.

It is 4 o'clock now and the lecture is starting. I have made a decision: I will talk with Ryder about this. If she continues to throw insults at me, and if I will take them seriously, then it will affect my studying, focusing, everything. I have to talk to Ryder."

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First three inscriptions, ready! Let me know how you liked them!

PS: Wrote this while listening to Pirates of the Carribean soundtrack :)

With love - H. Black


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