Happily Depressed (Ashton Irwin)

chapter one

Excuse my English as English isn't m first language I'm learning. Thanks 😊

°°Hayley's POV°°
"Hayley get your butt down here now baby" my I heard chad Call from downstairs "coming baby!" I called back. I quickly and quietly jogged down the stairs tryin not to get chad angry today. Today he's been happy all day and I plan to keep him that way. "Are you ok baby?" I asked chad as I arrived to the seating area where chad was seated. "Make me some food while yah darl?" I nodded my head and quickly walked into the kitchen "do you want me to make you a beef sandwich or a lamb one baby" "agh I don't care just make it fast" he snaped back at me. I jumped a little. Still not use to his sudden angry spurs. Quickly add in the beef and vegetables to his sand which I pulled out a plate and hurried the sanwhich to chad "here you go baby" I said handing him his sand which. As I gave him the plate he gribbed m wrist really tight "chad baby stop its hurting me" he grunted and let go of my wrist. "Be faster next time or I'll make sure I do something " chad snapped at me. Holding back my tears I smiled and walked to the stairs. " Just call me if you need anything, I'll be upstairs doing my study baby" as soon as I got to the stairs I felt the tears spilling out of my eyes. When doesn't he understand I'll never be anything more than OK..why does he expect me to be perfect. I felt the tears Rolling down my Checks. I quickly wiped them away and put on a fake smile. Pulling my phone out and check in twitter

**the tweets I'm making up**

@Luke5SOS
GOING TO IRELAND!! GOING TO BE A BLAST!!

@Ashton5SOS
CAN WAIT TO MEET MORE FANS!!

scrowing threw twitter and just seeing these tweets from these guys on my news feed made me smile...they'll be in my town..I have to find a way to get out to see them. I could just say I'm going to my parents...I have to try and get out...their my heros.

@hayzie4ashton
Cant wait to finially try and see my heros!! @Ashton5SOS @Luke5SOS @Calum5SOS @Michael5SOS. LOVE YOU GUYS!

I quickly typed In a tweet and instantly the hate flooded in. All of these  people are old friends from highschool...

@louise667
Hahaha atlest they'll notice you...with ur smashed in ugly face haha skank xx

@jackster1238
Hahaha you don't even deserve to have hero's. Go kill yourself

@michealsqueen
Hahahahahaha what's the point. You'll just leave them like you did all of ur friends. Oh no..that's right we left you ha

Closing out of twitter I felt my phone vibrate
@Ashton5SOS followed you

What...this must be a fake account. I said quickly turning twitter on again. "HAYLEY!" I heard Chad calling from just out the door. "Hurry up with that study I'm feeling like having some fun" I closed out of twitter. I must check to see who followed me later. "Coming baby!!" I said putting on a fake smile and walking over towards the door to meet my boy friend.