"Shawn, If we grow close, which, maybe I want to. You know I would never do anything to hurt you. That's what you're afraid of, you're afraid of getting hurt because that's the way you've felt your whole life" She said. My eyes darted up to her gorgeous face and I stared at her in shock. Am I that easy to read? I need to get closer to this girl, she understands me. I get that I was the one who pushed her away when we were young, but I want to change. I know It sounds crazy, but I wanna be with her. I've wanted to be with her for years but never said a word. I only pushed her farther away. I felt a warm, wet sensation run down my right cheek... Shit. I'm crying. My head dropped and I felt Lana's hand under my chin, lifting my head up and wiping the tear from my face. She was totally shocked, I could tell. "I'm sorry" I whispered. "Don't be. It's normal." She said as a little sad smile rested on her face. I always fight back my tears in fear of being ridiculed, but she's different. "Crying doesn't make you weak, Shawn. It means you've been strong for too long." She whispered. I still couldn't believe we were sat here, together. I stared into her beautiful eyes and smiled. I need her help.
AN: GUYS IT'S BEEN AGES! SORRY! ALSO, SORRY THAT THIS CHAPTER IS THE SHORTEST CHAPTER TO EVER GRACE THE FUCKING EARTH! I've been busy with my GCSE's and work and stuff for ages and I've had no time, but, I have finished school now! I can't wait to start writing again, that shit is an escape for me. Words make me happy. I might not be super active on here but I will try to update as much as possible for you guys.
